@Supports_Anything
Had a fricking swim test so I was pratically on display for some of my classmates, l got my period the first time we were going to swim;) So now some of my classmates know that i do sh and l have heard my name in their conversation so many times already.
Literally just heard my mom talking shit about me to my grandma and my grandma agreeing so i feel great:) how about you?
Should i go for short, medium or long hair? I would problably look shit in all of them, but still.
TW: mentions about sh
So my little brother saw my scars from sh for the first time and he knew because of my mom and HE TREATED ME THE SAMR!!!:::))))) IM SO HAPPYYY!!!! LIke he countiund to ralk to like is was the funniest, happiest and cvarefree sister in the worlsd>U< Thos is why he's my favorite<<<<33333 I love him so fucking much<3 Even tho he can annoying as fuck sometimes<3
@Supports_Anything SEE WHAT DID I SAY THERE ARE PPL THAT LOVE AND CARE FOR YOU IN YOUR LIFE!! just another reason not to give up!<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333 LUV YA BB!!<333
TW: mentions about suicide, manipulating, pedophilia and sh + more problably
So my mom just walked in on me fucking showering:) Like no knock, no nothing. And she saw every one of my sh scars new, old ALL. And this bitch did not rest, she told her family, her collegues, her friends, my bestfriends, even tried to tell some of my techears and it even came down to random people or her just awfully loud voicing her concerns about it, HELL even her boss nows. So now im even more insecure:) She's just using it to get attention to herself and it's working. All of them are trying to reasure her she's a "great" mother and did "nothing" wrong. My dads homophobic and transphobic ass even thought about taking away my door and have told me that if it contiunes he will take away my door and if i stop he will take me bathing when it heals, just like i am a fucking child that needs a treat to do something. My mom is also manipulating me and body shaming me. My crush aka my bestfriend casually called me overweight, untrained and bodyshamed me without even knowing it and she problably didn't mean it but it still triggered my eating habits to the worse, so no breakfeast or dinner but i need to eat at least one meal if i eat anything. My sh habits have become worse and i have thought more about suicide than ever, i sometimes even thought about crushing a window in class and simply jump out to get it done. My sh are deeper than before and i have not acted on my suicidal thoughts mostly because of one friend i have in that class. The person i sit next to in class has a manipulative behaviour and doesn't realise it, they tried to get me to feel like shit for not giving them an pen and erasor when i knew they had both. My mom is buying me tighter clothes and manipulating me into trying them on and and my friend that got me through made a joke about her being a pedophile and now i can't stop thinking about it but then my dad and grandpa are also pedophiles. Sorry for bothering you all<3
@bisexual_book-lover THank you so much<3 And if you feel like venting too you can talk to me back<333 manipulating parents can be very tiresome, im almost always open<3
@Supports_Anything ... IM ABOUT TO BEAT THEIR ASSES/J IM GOING TO ACTUALLY CRY. look im so so sorry. buT I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOUUUUU YOU ARE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU AREEEEE look ive definitely have had problems with ppl body shaimng me, my friends used to do it to me 24/7. so ik how much that hurts. BUT PLZ KEEP IN MIND THAT YOU HAVE A BEAUTIFUL BODY, WHETHER YOU'RE MALE, FEMALE, TRANS OR ETC. AND I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE IF YOU WANNA VENT, FEEL FREE TO DM ME<333333 AND BB PLEASE NOOOOOOO NEVER SUICIDE >:( look suicide is the act of killing he most important existance of all: yourself. now ik it sounds like a cliche bt its still something that is important to remember, and is very true. JUST PLEASE COME TALK TO ME IF U EVER HAVE THOSE THOUGHTS<33333333333333 as someone who has overbearing parents that flaunt my sh (they found out bc one of my scars was showing, fist thing my mom said was "stop asking for attention") ik how you feel. my mom goes around tellin all my family and as soon as i got a therapist, she immidiately told her i was s/h and started playing the victim (sorry im not trying to make this about me im just trying to let yk that ur not alone) trust me, friends that come off as manipulative arent uncommon. i have one too and they joke about the same thing. ik how much it hurts and ik it feels like no one cares, that no one loves you, or etc, BUT I PROMISE ITS NOT TRUE!!! YOU *WILL* COME ACROSS SOMEONE IN UR LIFE THAT CARES, THAT LOVES YOU, AND WANTS TO BE THERE FOR YOU<333 AND IF UD LIKE, I CAN HELP WITH ANYTHING UD WANT AND ILL TRY MY BEST TO HELP!<333 im not sure if ur religious or anything, but God *IS* with you too, so never forget that!
so I got an older cousin and I get her clothes when they get to little. And i tried them on and GOSH DARN!!! I look smexy~ And I feel comfortable in them too! I feel like I won the lottery:)