Susan Smith, Z

Hey it's been a long while, are you still on wattpad? I don't know if you were aware of any of the new changes.

Hey, I know it’s been a while since you have been active, but I just wanted you to know that we are wishing you the best and sending you lots of love into feeling much better. Thank you for all that you do, and I just hope you are doing alright! <3

Hi my lovelies... I haven't been on in a while not because I don't want to but it's because I've not been well enough to be... I've been pushing through going to work and trying to be okay... However, I haven't been able to find the strength to push beyond that... I want to finish this novel so badly... It's on mind every single day.. However, my body is not having it... I am in the process of finding what's wrong but I haven't been able to get a clear answer... All I know for certain is that my body is attacking itself...  But I am just hoping that I'm one step closer to finding out the issue. Sending my love your way. ♥♥♥♥❤❤❤❤

Hello, 
          
          How’re doing author? 
          I really hope you’re doing well. 
          how was your day? 
          I was just missing one of my favorite books, and was reading again.
          
          Wishing you the best

hoping you're okay ❗️❗️

how r u doing, author? hope all is well for you. take care, author!!! ❤

Hi,I just saw your last message which was last year
          I really hope you are okay now.
          Please do take care of yourself 
          Much love,from Nigeria

You have been on my mind. 

Hello boo 
          I hope you get well soon. You are so talented and sweet, please I'm waiting for a new novel from you ❤️

Hi my loves, I know you all have been waiting for an update... And yes, I'm on summer break... But the sad thing is... Around late May, I had been feeling some chest pains... I eventually went to the doctor and I found out that I have a congenital heart disease... I used to feel symptoms here and there but it got to the point where it couldn't have been ignored... 
          
          I'm currently on medication.... Been on medication for almost two months... With each month the dosage is being increased... I'm going back to the cardiologist on Friday for a next increase... Hopefully this dosage will help better than the one that I am currently on... 
          
          My symptoms includes: 
          
          Dizziness (which have since improved) 
          Chest pains (still feel these often) 
          Feeling lost (which have since improved) 
          Tiredness (some days are better than others) 
          Body aches (some days are better than others) 
          Shortness of breath (which have since improved) 
          Palpitations (still feel these often)
          Headaches (which have since improved)... 
          
          If medication doesn't work... Then the cardiologist said that we'll have to consider a different approach... 
          
          Sooo... It's not that I want to keep you waiting... It's just that I'm tired on most days... 
          
          I started writing a little... But it's nowhere near ready to be published. 
          
          
          For what's it worth... I'm sorry. And I love you. And I'm sorry again.