@SuzyFlores0 Self harm is one of the most difficult things to overcome on your own you need to tell SOMEONE soon. These things can go downhill very quickly and you need to either stop on your own or let someone help you. I've had many people close to me self harm and some didn't tell anyone in time. The same thing that happened to them won't happen to you. Tell a trusted adult like your parents or a friends parents. If your not ready then call the suicide help line you can google their number, and be fully aware. You are not and never have been a burden. If anyone tells you otherwise then they are stupid. Stay safe there are many people who care about you both online and in real life.