Sw_Ne234

So I'm going to this convention soon, it's not a very big one though, it's actually really small, and idk why but that keeps feeling like a bad thing, and I know that it shouldn't so why does it? I feel like I'm embarrassed about it. Though this is my second time going to it. I also can't cosplay, I'm not good at cosplay and I have no wigs at all or costumes last year my brother made fun of me for it. I just don't know what to and I feel like I shouldn't go at all.

Sw_Ne234

So I'm going to this convention soon, it's not a very big one though, it's actually really small, and idk why but that keeps feeling like a bad thing, and I know that it shouldn't so why does it? I feel like I'm embarrassed about it. Though this is my second time going to it. I also can't cosplay, I'm not good at cosplay and I have no wigs at all or costumes last year my brother made fun of me for it. I just don't know what to and I feel like I shouldn't go at all.

Sw_Ne234

So my gf and me have a thing of not really sending hearts to other people, especially this girl named morgan because she knows how much it hurts me, and last night I was on her Snapchat and saw she sent hearts to morgan so I asked her, 'do you still sends hearts to morgan' and she said no, so I'm like ok. And then we have more of a conversation and she's like 'im not gonna send hearts to her anymore ok' so again I'm like ok. And then I checked her account again and saw she just sent hearts to her after having that conversation. But it's not like I can confront her because then she'll know I was on her account, so I guess we're both in the wrong here and I'm just overreacting 

Aniahwavy

@Sw_Ne234 well good luck .... Well i dont. Have to worry I'm living the single life
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Sw_Ne234

@Animedemon101 yeah I know, it's I get worried easily a d she knows what just that can do to me
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Aniahwavy

@Sw_Ne234 I mean if the hearts have no meaning behind it why bother I mean if she had feelings for morgan the u should worry 
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Sw_Ne234

I tried to overdoss last night, I just ended up really sick. There's this one person, her name's morgan, and she's pushing me to the edge and I just wanna jump. I probably would've tried to do more if it wasn't for my ex, she tried her best to help me last night, I love her so much.

AngelLuka7

@Sw_Ne234 ignore Morgan she is just jealous of u and wants to make u feel bad. By hurting yourself or trying to commit suicide ur just letting her get inside ur head. DONT LET HER!!! Just remember....U HAVE PEOPLE WHO LOVE U AND CARE ABOUT U!!! 
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JazzmenThompson

@Sw_Ne234 Listen to SoulDarkening. Don't do anything stupid like that ever again. U have people who r willing to listen to u.
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SoulDarkening

@Sw_Ne234 please don't try do that and you know if you ever need anyone to talk to I'll always be here for you no matter what you just need to talk to me okay I care about you even though we aren't together anymore I still care about you and love you you have so much more to live for....I know it's hard from personal experiences but we can push through it your strong enough i believe in you. So if you ever need anyone to talk to just remember I'm always here.
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Sw_Ne234

One question, how do you get over someone you've been inlove with for almost more than 5 years now?

Jaeger2004

Don't apologise, u didn't do anything wrong
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Sw_Ne234

@BriBanana812 I know, but the thing is, I don't want to spend time away from her. Ugh why am I so complicated, I'm sorry for bothering you
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Jaeger2004

Tell her that u need to be able to get over her, talk to other people. Not so u can just find new friends and forget all about her
            
            Just tell her that u need to get over her and putting distance should help, but u don’t need to stop being friends 
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Sw_Ne234

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I can't fucking live anymore

JazzmenThompson

@Sw_Ne234 ur right it's not but if u actually pay attention then u'll see that people care about u. Hello all of ur followers on here give a damn about u. I guess u don't care about ur family or friends that care for u. If u do something stupid nobody will forgive u. Y don't u think about that >:(
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Sw_Ne234

@JazzmenThompson it's not that easy
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JazzmenThompson

@Sw_Ne234 will u stop that sh**. Do we need to put a report on u cause ur threatening to end it all. And over wat a girl who obviously doesn't deserve u. Now get out of that d*** funk ur in and continue living. U really think people will be happy that u did something stupid over a girl? NO! Now get it together! 
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Sw_Ne234

I wish I would've ended it last night like I was going to

Jaeger2004

It’s not worth it, i kno it hurts, I’ve been through this kinda thing, maybe it didn’t have this affect on me but, u need to kno...
            
            U can get over it, no matter how hard it seems to be.. and when u do, u will realise that this is not worth u losing ur life. Talk to someone, a friend, family, go to counseling, it was the mistake I made and that I still make. Vent to someone who will listen, write it down, something anything.
            
            U don’t need to apologise for anything, just be better, not only will it benefit u, but the people who care about u. Please....
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JazzmenThompson

@Sw_Ne234 don't even try it  >:c
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Sw_Ne234

I wish you could overdoss on Tylenol
          It would be so much easier

JazzmenThompson

@Sw_Ne234 Don't do anything stupid. U have people who care about u. Now stop it with the 'suicide' thoughts.
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