@SwapnilKolambe
People often ask me stuff like...
The woman that you love is out there.. and you know you cant have her. How do you even get up in the morning?
"Well the booze is always helpful and so is the art. Everything that I write is either for her or about her. So I'm with her, even when I'm not."
It's like I'm reading a book... and it's a book I deeply love. But I'm reading it slowly now. So the words are really far apart and the spaces between the words are almost infinite. I can still feel you... and the words of our story..
It’s not about being happy, that is the thing. I’m just trying to get through each day. I can’t keep asking myself ‘Am I happy? ‘ It just makes me more miserable. I don’t know If I believe in it, real lasting happiness, All those perky, well-adjusted people you see in movies and TV shows ? I don’t think they exist.