Swattley

Hi there! It's been a while, but I've been writing a bit more recently. 
          	I'll explain a little bit about why I've been gone for so long, so feel free to exit this message. I mostly just wanted to let people know that I'm working on writing again.
          	
          	Here's a short summary of why I've been gone. 
          	As many people probably know, I have my own fair share of mental issues. I'm not going to come up with any excuses and I'll just be honest here. I've mostly just been really down and unmotivated for a while now. It's really hard to get out of bed most of the time. I've also just been struggling a lot with going to school and stressing myself out over it. 
          	
          	A warning about the next part, I will be talking a little about self harm and suicide attempts. Please click off if you might be triggered by that. Take care of yourself, and I'll hopefully see you soon :).
          	Here's the basics of what happened. I started hurting myself again months ago. I've had 2 suicide attempts which both, of course, failed. I'm not going into detail on that stuff on here though.
          	
          	I want to end this on this note, though.
          	I went through a rough time, and I managed to get out of it. I know a lot of people that read my writing aren't in a good headspace either, so I wanted you to know that you can get through whatever it is you're dealing with. You're all incredible human beings and don't ever forget that. I can genuinely say I care so much about each and every one of you, and you deserve the world. 
          	
          	I believe in you. 
          	
          	~Natalie :]

Ava_the_star

@Swattley hope you have a good day/night too! Im glad your geting help, and i'm happy you're ok! :D
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Swattley

@Ava_the_star Don't worry! I'm in therapy, and it's been helping a lot. I appreciate your comment. You really don't know how much it means to me. I hope you have an amazing day/night :)
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Ava_the_star

@Swattley im sorry about that... i hope you get better! Also self harm is not gonna help you, and suicide does not get rid of the pain, it just passes it on to someone else... remeber that someone in the world would die for you, and that things will get better for you... get some help even if you think it will not work ^_^ we love and care for you, and i wish i could hug you and help you! :D
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Swattley

Hi there! It's been a while, but I've been writing a bit more recently. 
          I'll explain a little bit about why I've been gone for so long, so feel free to exit this message. I mostly just wanted to let people know that I'm working on writing again.
          
          Here's a short summary of why I've been gone. 
          As many people probably know, I have my own fair share of mental issues. I'm not going to come up with any excuses and I'll just be honest here. I've mostly just been really down and unmotivated for a while now. It's really hard to get out of bed most of the time. I've also just been struggling a lot with going to school and stressing myself out over it. 
          
          A warning about the next part, I will be talking a little about self harm and suicide attempts. Please click off if you might be triggered by that. Take care of yourself, and I'll hopefully see you soon :).
          Here's the basics of what happened. I started hurting myself again months ago. I've had 2 suicide attempts which both, of course, failed. I'm not going into detail on that stuff on here though.
          
          I want to end this on this note, though.
          I went through a rough time, and I managed to get out of it. I know a lot of people that read my writing aren't in a good headspace either, so I wanted you to know that you can get through whatever it is you're dealing with. You're all incredible human beings and don't ever forget that. I can genuinely say I care so much about each and every one of you, and you deserve the world. 
          
          I believe in you. 
          
          ~Natalie :]

Ava_the_star

@Swattley hope you have a good day/night too! Im glad your geting help, and i'm happy you're ok! :D
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Swattley

@Ava_the_star Don't worry! I'm in therapy, and it's been helping a lot. I appreciate your comment. You really don't know how much it means to me. I hope you have an amazing day/night :)
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Ava_the_star

@Swattley im sorry about that... i hope you get better! Also self harm is not gonna help you, and suicide does not get rid of the pain, it just passes it on to someone else... remeber that someone in the world would die for you, and that things will get better for you... get some help even if you think it will not work ^_^ we love and care for you, and i wish i could hug you and help you! :D
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owltbh

Are u ok :(

owltbh

Oh ok good!!  Pls don’t feel like I’m rushing u also D: that’s the last thing I want D: I just want to make sure you’re still safe as I see you’re not doing so well atm, so I just wanna check up :] if you ever need to talk I’m here, remember your health and happiness is most important!!! Only write when you feel motivated, happy, and comfortable doing so <3 happy Halloween have a good day <3
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Swattley

@skepytka I'm sorry! I'm not going into detail, but I've just been dealing with things. Hopefully I'll be back to writing soon :D
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saiisaiki

Bro omg I'm number three and your number two on skephalo tag. Ugh as we should. Love u xoxo hope you're doing okay! Make sure to drink water!!! 

saiisaiki

@Swattley I get you! Hope things come together too. Take your time don't feel pressured to upload anything :)
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Swattley

@bittersweethunny I love you too! I've just been kinda meh lately, but I'll probably get back to writing soon. I hope you're well :3
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