Naturally I am concern about my ways of actually talking to someone alone it scares me to the point I cry of loneliness no matter how much time I try to keep or make friends I am afraid of making mistake and try to be someone they like in their eyes just to stay by their side so I can stop being lonely
I notice everyone I looked in the eyes
Always compare to me to the ones who grown as my parents.
They would say “your the same as that man”
Am I a terrible person to have them as my parents
Are we truly alike
I am ashamed for who I am today
The older I become the more caged I feel
But yet i feel thrilled for being who I am today
If they can’t accept me who am I to accept them