siriusly-swifite

@yohohohosiriusblack heyy  im fine what bout ya?

Today I calledmy three-years crush DARLING 
          
          Luckily i don't have a crush anymore but I still felt strange

okay i have a story to tell, which could have ended in tragedy.
          two weeks ago i was in paris with my class- our teachers wanted to move together for security reasons.
          however the first  day we arrived late, and our hotel was in a neighbourhood outside paris; we ate outside in a small bar. 
          the teachers told us that we could go back home alone, since the bar was a ten-minutes walk from the hotel, so my friends (they were three) and i left. 
          when we were walking however, two men, probably drunk, started to whistle us and making comments, they even stopped for a bit to watch us (they probably followed us, but we didn't dare to look back. 
          so us girls just tried to stick together, and get closer, and walk until we reached a supermarket where we entered fastly and stayed there for ten minutes. 
          then we went out and back to the hotel.
          
          it may seem stupid, but at the beginning i was not scared, i actually wanted to punch them in the face, or at least glare at them, but my friend stopped me. 
          
          after an hour i realized how actually scary it was, and got anxious about it.
          
          luckily it ended well, but thinking about how it could have ended, makes me shiver. 
          
          we cannot even walk down the streets going home (i want to precise that we were in jeans and sweater, so nothing revealing) and not be assaulted..
          
          this world sucks

TO SWIFTIES!
          
          what's your favourite album? 
          
          
          
          i think for me - i can't choose: it's 1989, reputation, Lover or folklore. literally can't choose, love them all

Hullo I've got a crush on Marlene Mckinnon
          
          Who is with me???

Okay yesterday i had a four-hours essay test in class, but I nearly had a panic attack, so I asked to go to the bathroom. 
          There I had a breakdown, crying practically all my mascara (a girl from another class even asked me if i was okay, even if she didn't see me lol) 
          And then when I recomposed myself I felt the impulsive urge to dance Single Ladies by Beyoncè, and I did. In the bathroom. 
          After that, I continued my test
          
          
          Thanks for reading the fantastic adventures of an anxious bitch 
          
          I shoshould probably post an autobiography named like this lmao

Right where you left me is one of the best bonus track and it's so painful and poetic
          
          
          "I CAUSE NO HARM, MIND MY BUSINESS
          IF OUR LOVE DIED YOUNG I CAN'T BARE WITNESS)

Little confession: I have OCD and in the last years it got so bad i couldn't even touch my brother or my dad or my mum, or i had paninc attacks and had to wash my hands. It's still bad, i can touch my family, but i can't touch my friends without freaking out. It's horrible but i just kind of accepted it, like i can't even fall in love without him being disgusted of what i am ahhahhaa i hate my life

hi bitches today is my birthday

hi i need friends to talk to
          is anyone willing to talk sometimes i swear im funny