SwiftiePoet13

OK. Everyone. Tell me one thing you really hate about yourself and rant about it until it doesn’t frustrate you anymore (for now). ❤️ Baby Let The Games Begin ^^

yocutiee002

@SwiftiePoet13 I think I found this just at the appropriate time. I don't think or rather I can't say I hate my life, but I hate the idea of living. I know they are good and bad times, but I'm currently at the point of my life where I find everything so boring. I honestly don't know how I got here. I'm still thinking and trying to figure it out but I don't know for now.
          	  I'm so reluctant about a lot of things, my studies, my homework, my writings,my health... I'm barely trying to keep my relationship together cause I don't wanna lose the only good thing I've got going on in my life right now.
          	  And I can't say that it's not so draining to do so sometimes, especially when I'm freaking broke and I literally hate the environment I'm currently in.
          	  
          	  I wish I have the money to live alone so I can be in total control of the things happening around me. For now I just feel lost and shitty all the time.
          	  
          	  The struggles of trying to act like I'm fine around everyone when I'm literally breaking away bit by bit is crazy. And I know my boyfriend understands how I feel, but I think this is more than just understanding.
          	  
          	  I need to fix myself, though I'm not sure if I want to right now. Especially when I feel so bored I'd rather everything just turned into nothingness.
          	  
          	  And sometimes I wish I lost my mind ya know?
          	  At least then I wouldn't have to worry about anything or want anything. I would have to be human, at least not a sane one.
          	  
          	  I'd be free, if freedom truly exists.
          	  
          	  Sighs-
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atalanzia

@SwiftiePoet13 LOL THE END GAME REFERENCE hbu do you have anything??
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SwiftiePoet13

@Evelyn4110 damn…that’s all I have to say—I hope you were able to let it out <3 ilysmmmm bestieeee
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SwiftiePoet13

OK. Everyone. Tell me one thing you really hate about yourself and rant about it until it doesn’t frustrate you anymore (for now). ❤️ Baby Let The Games Begin ^^

yocutiee002

@SwiftiePoet13 I think I found this just at the appropriate time. I don't think or rather I can't say I hate my life, but I hate the idea of living. I know they are good and bad times, but I'm currently at the point of my life where I find everything so boring. I honestly don't know how I got here. I'm still thinking and trying to figure it out but I don't know for now.
            I'm so reluctant about a lot of things, my studies, my homework, my writings,my health... I'm barely trying to keep my relationship together cause I don't wanna lose the only good thing I've got going on in my life right now.
            And I can't say that it's not so draining to do so sometimes, especially when I'm freaking broke and I literally hate the environment I'm currently in.
            
            I wish I have the money to live alone so I can be in total control of the things happening around me. For now I just feel lost and shitty all the time.
            
            The struggles of trying to act like I'm fine around everyone when I'm literally breaking away bit by bit is crazy. And I know my boyfriend understands how I feel, but I think this is more than just understanding.
            
            I need to fix myself, though I'm not sure if I want to right now. Especially when I feel so bored I'd rather everything just turned into nothingness.
            
            And sometimes I wish I lost my mind ya know?
            At least then I wouldn't have to worry about anything or want anything. I would have to be human, at least not a sane one.
            
            I'd be free, if freedom truly exists.
            
            Sighs-
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atalanzia

@SwiftiePoet13 LOL THE END GAME REFERENCE hbu do you have anything??
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SwiftiePoet13

@Evelyn4110 damn…that’s all I have to say—I hope you were able to let it out <3 ilysmmmm bestieeee
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SwiftiePoet13

I am almost at 30,000 words (I think it's a little over 28k) with Snowfalls <3 (not including the pre-written un-edited stuff--only the published work!)
          I CRY A LOT BUT I AM SO PRODUCTIVE HAHAHA 
          it's an art.

SwiftiePoet13

sorry i'm rambling--ANYWAY if I want to reach my 80-100k word goal with my chapter average of 4,000 words, then I'll need 20-25 chapters!! Can't wait to continue this journey with you guys!! <33 ilyasm
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SwiftiePoet13

almost 70 followers (ilyasm)
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SwiftiePoet13

I'm hoping for Snowfall to be 100,000 words at most and 80,000 at the least ^^ (For reference, PJO Book 1 is 87,223 words, HP Book 1 is around 77k words, Don't Tell My Brother is around 130,000 words I think ^^) Your guys's support means the world to me and I hope to reach my goals thanks to you <3
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SwiftiePoet13

OKAY JUST UPDATED MY LATEST CHAPTER OF SNOWFALL (I had a lot of loose ends of silk strings I needed to tie up into bows---a snow-like accumulation of unstringed pre-written incomplete scene ideas for that chapter that needed to be included!)

SwiftiePoet13

this message may be offensive 
I'm lowkey thinking about writing a children's book and having it published--like a high school passion project, you know? something to put on the good ol' resume besides, well, "work" and "school" (boring shit that everyone does)

atalanzia

@SwiftiePoet13  hruu
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SwiftiePoet13

@atalanzia UR THE BEST BESTIE TOO AAAA ILYYYYY ^^
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atalanzia

@SwiftiePoet13 UR THE BEST BESTIEEEE ILYY
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SwiftiePoet13

Something new I learned: often more is said in incomplete sentences than in full ones (in context of dialogue). We like to think we talk in full sentences, but in reality, (in the main course of our lives) we talk in sporadic fragments of speech.

SwiftiePoet13

If any of you reading are writers, I hope this helps you somewhat! (Tip: take notes on everyday real-life dialogue. Listen in to conversations around you, and mentally analyze what’s being said. Keep these mental notes in mind when writing.)
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