SwimminginCircles92

Maybe someone will read this maybe not. I feel emotionally isolated from people. I feel so alone in the world. I feel lost. I feel there’s nothing here for me anymore. It’s hard getting up everyday trying to stick it out. I’m scared I won’t stick it out and I’ll hurt the one person I love and cause her great pain. That’s not something I want. I’ll forever hate myself if I do. I thought I’d post this to feel like maybe someone will understand it or not. That’s cool too. 

Heyyy just checking up on you, its been a while since i saw your comment and vote notification so im just wondering if your still reading and liking my story lost in your ocean.