Amelia Jackson

I took down 'Married to the Orc King' because so many bot accounts were commenting on it. I will try to republish it again later in October. Hopefully, the spam accounts leave me alone.

A lot has happened to me over the last 2 years. I was accepted into graduate school, but I dropped out after one semester. My older brother almost died in a motorcycle accident. My mom had a heart attack scare. My brother and I got into an argument, and I spent 9 months not speaking to him. I gained 20 pounds in 4 months. I stopped taking all my medications. I gave up on writing. I stopped trying hard. I continued my education at a local community college, where I gained prerequisites for a career in healthcare. I passed all my courses. I applied to the program, but I didn't get accepted. I continued to work. I became full-time. I have health insurance again. 
          Now, I'm in the in-between. I'm a very indecisive person. I hate making big decisions for myself. 
          I walk my dog almost daily at the park. I try to go out with friends, but sometimes they don't want to hang out with me. I feel like it's me, like they don't like me anymore. I spend time with my other brother, but he is busy with work and his friends. I sit with my mom on the couch, soaking up all the time I can with her. I go to work hating myself and my surroundings. I tell myself I should have stayed in grad school, I tell myself I wasn't worthy enough for rad tech school, I tell myself it's good that a whole unit of my family didn't speak to me for a year. 
          
          Now, I'm in the in-between. I'm a very indecisive person. I hate making big decisions for myself.
          
          I have no motivation. 
          
          What do I do now?

I've been reading Jon Snow x Tormund Giantsbane fanfiction. That pairing is SO good. Y'all have no idea. BUT NO ONE WRITES IT! I need my fix man.

Married to the Orc King chapter 5 has been uploaded!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400163693

If you live in the United States like me, today is an important day. September 11th, 2001, is Remembrance Day for the terrible attacks that happened 24 years ago. I was below 2 years old, but growing up, around this time, our teachers had us watch documentaries on what happened today. With how America is right now, I hope that in the near future we can grow to become better.

Me: Do you have a girlfriend?
          Hot Nurse: No
          Me: Are you looking for one?
          Hot Nurse: No
          Me: You're handsome, just thought you should know.
          Also me during the same shift: Coworker shows me his profile on Tinder
          Me: Shocked pikachu face
          
          Uh so I don't EVER put myself out of my comfort zone, but tbh I thought the last few weeks this nurse has been vibing me so I tried? I guess that was me trying? But yes that happened, and I stayed in my room all day Sunday bc I was in a MOOD bc who wouldn't and next week at work I will probably still smile when I see said hot nurse and be composed. But I just know he probably told everyone in his section about me. 
          Anyway, NEVER doing that again!

Not me getting covid from work. 
          
          I hate people who sneeze and cough without covering their mouths and wearing a mask. 
          
          Y'all stay safe this sick season! 

I want a chili dog and cold coca-cola 

The Luminary's Protector and Married to the Orc King have both received UPDATES today 
          
          Thank you for voting, reading, and commenting! It means the world to me. 

What times are adequate for posting? I know for a lot, the school year just started back up for mid-August, if you live in the US. I try to schedule postings for mornings to early afternoons. *Think Face Emoji* 
          
          Sunday expect The Luminary's Protector to be updated!