Amelia Jackson

hi Sweetie!  look back at posts to see why you hadn’t updated the luminary’s protector and came across your description of what you’d been going through.  i’m sorry life’s been so rough. it really shows that you are very hard-working and talented. Finding the right path for you is not always easy. It in fact most of the people I know have similar experiences to you. It’s different for people who are really creative for some reason. I don’t know why you were on medication, but if it helped to be on medication and you’ve got insurance, I would recommend you allow yourself that luxury.  The hardest thing in life is to take care of yourself and give yourself credit for what you’ve accomplished. Gaslighting yourself is so easy to do. Allowing yourself to slow down long enough to see a path or pattern is really hard. Self-care is essential.
               Prayer can help a lot. 
               If you’re part of a pack, i. e.  Live with others, that’s a lot of energy to deal with and you definitely need to carve out quiet for yourself.  
               But I think the hardest thing to do and I wish I could’ve done it when I was younger, was to understand baselines of what is considered normal for various aspects of life. Big accomplishments in every area is never normal.  Normal can be too much in some things. And, spreading yourself too thin is often all too easy. a few small accomplishments can enough.  
               Not sure if any of this is helpful, but remember, your readers will always be out there waiting for you. But taking care of you is the only way to ever write more.   good luck!!!

I READ YOUR BOOK THE ALPHA QUEEN THE FIRST OF HER KIND AND I LOVED THE STORY. IT KEPT ME HOOKED THROUGHOUT MY READING. I BING READ IT ALL IN ONE DAY. IT WAS DIFFERENT AND THE SUSPENSE WAS ALSO THRILLING CAN'T WAIT TO START READING THE SECOND PART.

I want some BBQ, but the only places are Buddy's bar-b-q, Sugar Rib's, Mission BBQ, and Smokey Bones. I've eaten from all! None of it makes me moan in bliss. There was one place, but it closed in 2020. I haven't had my appetite sated in so long :(

Alpha Queen: First of Her Name was in September 2025 PRIDE SHELF this is amazing! I never thought my little omegaverse story would be picked. Click the link to see what other authors and their stories were picked
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/384996238

I took down 'Married to the Orc King' because so many bot accounts were commenting on it. I will try to republish it again later in October. Hopefully, the spam accounts leave me alone.

A lot has happened to me over the last 2 years. I was accepted into graduate school, but I dropped out after one semester. My older brother almost died in a motorcycle accident. My mom had a heart attack scare. My brother and I got into an argument, and I spent 9 months not speaking to him. I gained 20 pounds in 4 months. I stopped taking all my medications. I gave up on writing. I stopped trying hard. I continued my education at a local community college, where I gained prerequisites for a career in healthcare. I passed all my courses. I applied to the program, but I didn't get accepted. I continued to work. I became full-time. I have health insurance again. 
          Now, I'm in the in-between. I'm a very indecisive person. I hate making big decisions for myself. 
          I walk my dog almost daily at the park. I try to go out with friends, but sometimes they don't want to hang out with me. I feel like it's me, like they don't like me anymore. I spend time with my other brother, but he is busy with work and his friends. I sit with my mom on the couch, soaking up all the time I can with her. I go to work hating myself and my surroundings. I tell myself I should have stayed in grad school, I tell myself I wasn't worthy enough for rad tech school, I tell myself it's good that a whole unit of my family didn't speak to me for a year. 
          
          Now, I'm in the in-between. I'm a very indecisive person. I hate making big decisions for myself.
          
          I have no motivation. 
          
          What do I do now?

I've been reading Jon Snow x Tormund Giantsbane fanfiction. That pairing is SO good. Y'all have no idea. BUT NO ONE WRITES IT! I need my fix man.

Married to the Orc King chapter 5 has been uploaded!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400163693

If you live in the United States like me, today is an important day. September 11th, 2001, is Remembrance Day for the terrible attacks that happened 24 years ago. I was below 2 years old, but growing up, around this time, our teachers had us watch documentaries on what happened today. With how America is right now, I hope that in the near future we can grow to become better.

Me: Do you have a girlfriend?
          Hot Nurse: No
          Me: Are you looking for one?
          Hot Nurse: No
          Me: You're handsome, just thought you should know.
          Also me during the same shift: Coworker shows me his profile on Tinder
          Me: Shocked pikachu face
          
          Uh so I don't EVER put myself out of my comfort zone, but tbh I thought the last few weeks this nurse has been vibing me so I tried? I guess that was me trying? But yes that happened, and I stayed in my room all day Sunday bc I was in a MOOD bc who wouldn't and next week at work I will probably still smile when I see said hot nurse and be composed. But I just know he probably told everyone in his section about me. 
          Anyway, NEVER doing that again!