Hello guys!
I don’t know why, but, I thought it appropriate to announce that I almost committed suicide last night. Not because of depression or anything... though that was a part of it, but more from a desire for... something more!
I have no idea where my life is now to be honest, or even where it’s going. I thought it best to say it here just in case you know? So if anyone’s wondering what happened to Dave, I’ve probably gone. I’ve been having the... I don’t know... pressure(?) at the back of my mind.
I’m just tired. Really tired. Emotionally, mentally, spiritually, academically, socially, psychologically...
Everything!
I’m just sick of living! I want to live for my own sake, but I can’t seem to find catharsis. So, I guess I lived past one day, but who knows if I’ll see the next you know? So to my family here... I just want to say, “I love you guys so much!”
Just in case. Haha!
Love,
David
@SylvrrSmythe