my best writing never gets posted and it makes me so mad at myself, because i know i’m a good writer who is capable of writing beautiful things and yet those are the things that stay hidden. idk if i keep them closer to my heart or something, but i get so focused on writing *those* things that i then start slacking on what’s actually published and it turns into a never ending cycle. BUT i’m gonna try to get out a bunch of updates this week, if i don’t slack off again