So, my mom let me change my name because she and my dad had a huge disagreement about it before I was born and didn't want to name me by the one he chose, he said he chose it so that it was easier to yell, but she wanted to name me after her dad with her late aunt's middle name and I said I wanted to go by August so some people call me by my dead name and some by my "middle name." Maybe It's complicated, I don't really know, but that's why I changed my user, lol. (Moemoe was a nickname from my mom's friend, not my dead name.