I'm just going to be completely honest here.
I want to cry.
I just graduated online like two hours ago and I'm super stressed.
I feel like I have no material to write and I feel underappreciated. Not that I am mad nobody is reading my stories because that isn't why I write them, but I just work really hard on my books and it's always a little stressful for me to go and check on a book of mine that I was so excited for everyone to see, and comment on, and be excited about something that I wrote to make them happy to see that there is nothing.
Or to see that they read a few chapters and then just stopped.
It makes me feel like I didn't do enough.
And so instead of hoping for someone to comment on my books, I post on my community page to try and see if anyone will reach out and be just as excited as I am and no one does.
It's not the reads on my books that I care about. It's the interaction with people who have the same interests as me. In my house nobody really is up to talk about anime all the time and my brother doesn't watch Haikyuu. So I have no one other than Tini and Naya and sometimes they can't talk at the moment. So I just feel alone.
Pt. 2 will be up in a second