T-rex_lover

Can someone please tell me if they can see the photos on the introduction page of my Ask/Dare the Balkans book?

T-rex_lover

@MeesaiKozhi Thanks, I'll try to fix that today
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MeesaiKozhi

@T-rex_lover uh I checked real quick and I only see ones for Cyprus and Northern Cyprus. I don’t see any other pictures in there. 
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T-rex_lover

Can someone please tell me if they can see the photos on the introduction page of my Ask/Dare the Balkans book?

T-rex_lover

@MeesaiKozhi Thanks, I'll try to fix that today
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MeesaiKozhi

@T-rex_lover uh I checked real quick and I only see ones for Cyprus and Northern Cyprus. I don’t see any other pictures in there. 
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w0lfmania

Hey there 
          The reason I am posting a message is because I can't find the book "You hated me ,you love me, but I want to die " any idea what happened to that book
          
          BTW that is my favourite book.

T-rex_lover

@w0lfmania Thank you, I'll see what I can do since after the deletion of the fic, I've been rethinking the ship.
            
            I do have some Hetalia fics in my drafts, but I wanna get a few chapters in before I publish it, I suggest looking into that fandom, for most of us contryhumans and countyballs fans, Hetalia (anime about personified countries) was the next step.
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w0lfmania

Oh really sorry for what has happened to that book
            
            BTW if u can , can u make another Soviet x Third Reich AU , I am not forcing u tho.
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T-rex_lover

Also, thank you, I wish it wouldn't have happened, many (including me) were disappointed by the outcome
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T-rex_lover

Guys, do y'all know what happened to my story, it just disappeared! "You hated me, you love me, but I want to die" just vanished, does anyone know what might have happened?

xXRainy_WeatherXx

@T-rex_lover nooooooo I CAN'T FIND ANY SOVIET X NONO Germany BOOKS
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T-rex_lover

@BluePhoenixRisesAsh Yeah, it sucks
            I'm happy though you enjoyed it
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T-rex_lover

So today, a girl from my school, a year below me (13/14 years old) commited suicide while in the hospital getting help for her anorexia.
          
          I remember hearing about this from other students. I didn't know the girl, and only now I know her name was Sara (Sarah?).
          
          But she got me thinking.
          
          A year ago, I was in a bad state of mind. I was sad, anxious, felt lonely, worthless, without a use to society, nothing important. I started cutting myself, banging my head against a wall, punishing myself by biting, scratching, slapping, kicking, hitting myself (any way I could find to hurt myself was good). I lied to my friends that it was the cats. They joked I'm to cheerful and optimistic to be suicidal. I felt like I had no escape.
          
          I felt like killing myself was the best option.
          
          I tried four times. Tried to jump to my death. All the times, as I was seconds away from commiting myself to that faith, I stopped. 
          
          I just knew that there was one person in this world who'd go after me, who if I'd jump right now and they were there, would jump after me.
          
          I never told anyone about it. It took a long time for me to heal, and I'm grateful that I'm still here today, but I'll never forget the feeling of freedom I felt when I was about to jump, nor the dreadful feeling I felt throughout those months.
          
          I reflect myself now on that girl. Her classmates are crying, so do the teachers, the school disco was cancelled, everyone's sad. I could've been on her place a year ago.
          
          I'll make sure now to be thankful everyday that I lived, and I'll think about that girl. She didn't have the luck I had. She may have had it worse than me, a worse life than me, but when I think about her, I'm glad I'm here today, but I wished she'd be here too. Thank you for opening my eyes today, RIP.

T-rex_lover

Hey, T-rexes, I have a favour to ask you!
          
          I've just couldn't think of anything for both my stories (You hated me, you love me, but I want to die; Love after the war), so I've decided I'm gonna start taking requests.
          
          I do have ideas for the endings for both, but there's so much to happen before that, only that I don't know what.
          
          So, if you have any ideas, please, please, write it under this post or on my private messages.
          
          Thank you!

T-rex_lover

@FallenDice That's actually not bad, thank you for the suggestion
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FallenDice

@ T-rex_lover  
            I only read love after the war... You could do something like this:
            JE, after finding the piece of uniform attached to the tree, goes deeper in the woods but finds nothing. As he leaves he hears leaves cracking under someone's feet, so he decides to come back to do further investigation each day and the others slowly notice? 
            Or something like this but more developed?
            I dunno if this makes sense since I'm writing at 2 in the morning ;;
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T-rex_lover

Am I the only one who gets so excited when I see a hate comment?
          Like, "Oh my god, I can't wait to see what they had to complain about"
          There was this pal that commented "cringe" on my story, and honestly, yea, I was like 12 when I wrote that, obviously it's cringy, but I feel so honoured 'cause they probably went to search the ship and found my story and thought "Yes, I'm gonna annoy them" and I was so happy and literally laughing while reading their comments
          Great fun, 10/10, I totally recommend