I am departing from this platform. Permanently.
I can’t continue this cycle of keeping the readers waiting for months on end, all for a single chapter that a good number of times does not live up to the what they have been waiting for. A hole has been dug that I alone have created, out of my own ambition of wanting to create but having no mind as to what my limits are. I’ve stayed up for too many nights, too many hours attempting to put mind to keyboard, and for what? Comments and likes on a writing platform that I gain no monetary or worth value from? The idea of being a writer was fun at first, but over time, I’ve felt my own outputs decreasing, and with each passing day that I was unable to provide something for you, the burden of writing grew heavier for me. I can’t keep you waiting anymore longer. So moving forward, there won’t be anything for you to wait on, anymore. I wish I could call these last three short pieces my attempt of digging out of the hole, but they are not. I know I’ll fall back into the terrible habit of delaying chapters for months on end, and that is something I cannot do.
I am sorry. I wish I was better. I wish I was more efficient. I was more responsible. I am sorry.
And I hope you look forward to seeing how your life’s story plays out in the future.