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Wow, this is sum bs, crazy how long I've been gone, Like idek what's going on at this point- Y DID THE DANGANRONPA BOOK GET POPULAR AFTER I LEFT?
          	
          	Also I rewrote it, I-... I have an AO3... so here's the rewrite ig
          	
          	https://archiveofourown.org/works/47037697/chapters/119576278
          	
          	But honestly I think I might just come back to Wattpad more often

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It's craaazy
          
          idk when i get inspiration from anime's i really don't think of ships when i'm making characters, i look for reader or oc inserts instead of x reader/ x oc, cuz i'm here for the way the storyline and plot would change if s new character arrived suddenly

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Damn why are y’all jumping me because i was being passionate like what 2 FUCKING YEARS AGO on a steven universe fanfic?
          
          LIKE I READ THAT FIC TWO YEARS AGO IM NOT GOING TO REPLY TO YOUR COMMENT BASHING ME FOR WRITING A LOT ABT MY OPINION

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I was so,, so fucking bad at writing on here oml Like- okay so i did shitty Dsmp oneshots, vague stuff, my most popular thing is a bad Danganronpa THH fic that isn’t good I literally just copy pasted off of the gameplay and changed it up a bit like- Uhh

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guyss im so sorry i havent post or updated at all i got grounded! and im on the compter in the living room and i dont want my mom finding out about my account she already took away my tablet and phone so ic ant update at all and my laptop does not work anymore again im super sorry!

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TW/CW; VENT THE FOLLOWING INCLUDES
          
          [SUICIDAL THOUGHTS,MENTION OF SH, COVID AND DIVORCE]
          
           I APOLOGIZE IF THIS RANT/VENT TRIGGERS YOU
          PLEASE LEAVE OR PROCEED WITH CAUTION
          …
          
          
          So I’ve been wanting to die a lot more than usual lately And my mom has fuckin covid.
           Yes, she has had the vaccination. 
          
          Anything I do now is a distraction from reality, also did y’all now o do online learning, Great for my anxiety worse for my anger issues. 
          
          n e ways ye since my mom has gotten covid I’ve quite literally given up on life 
          
          zero effort into work don’t care enough but still don’t wanna go back in person.
          
          I don’t know how to properly take care of myself and I’m touch starved and my only way of giving love is touch which my brother doesn't like and my mom has covid so-
          
          did I mention I need constant reassurance if my family loves me or not? 
          
          like a constant “I love you” from me is basically me crying “please reassure me you love me and that I’m still worthy of your love” I’ve made excuses as to why I do it.
          
          I also have bad posture so my neck and back start to hurt a lot
          
          I mean I like pizza
          
          I deal with stress and mental breakdowns in an unhealthy way
          
          the cold reminds me of my sexual assaults

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the fact that my parents are divorcing and my mom wants to move makes everything worse (before she got covid)
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speaking of that bullshit I now have a fear anyone I meet might assault me even my family members and my mom only knows about the second one and doesn't think much about it
            
            I don’t remember her name and I’m shit at describing and explaining shit so I can’t explain or describe her , all I know is what she looks like where she touched me, and where it happened.
            
            Questions can trigger me very easily,especially if i’m already crying.
            
            i don’t like it when people see me cry or have mental breakdowns,it raises questions and questions make me nervous and anxious especially since i can’t get no god damn privacy when something like this comes up.
            
            the only reason i haven’t self harmed is because 1. i don’t know how to treat it properly 2. not tryna have a swatt search of my fucking room.
            
            I hope i don’t bother y’all with my vents i don’t really find comfort in my family like i do with you guys and my best friend
            
            again SORRY IF MY RANT/VENT TRIGGERED YOU IN ANY WAY SHAPE AND OR FORM
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