I'm so stressed. I think I might cry, tbh. I have to focus on school now that that's back, but I've also got a fantasy story to plan out. But then I suddenly get back into oneshots and form a bunch of ideas for that. But then I forget them, so I try to go back to the story, but suddenly I'm never motivated to finish the plan or so, but then now I gotta think about school. Then all of that ends up, for me, staying up until 3am EVERY NIGHT (for the past few days) just scrolling endlessly on yt shorts (bc i don't have tiktok, don't embrace yourself) sometimes i feel like i can't do anything i loved now. I don't know why. And it's only the start of the year? God this is going to be a roller coaster. :(