𝔎𝔦𝔪 𝔅𝔬𝔤𝔤𝔰

Go check out Chapter One of 'The Seat Next To You' !!!

Just Published 'The seat next to you' go check it out and i am working on chapter one now <333

Guys im kinda tempted to write a story about a dream i had the other day that was too realistic and i am dying for it to come to life

theyre gone .  and my friends are being C U Next Tuesday's

oh wait now it is. anyways, ive made cards and small bouquets but my fuckass school plays good old days by Macklemore and Kesha and then thats when i start baling my eyes out. and the year 7s do a first walk up the road of the school from the entrance to the back of the school and then we do that again in year 12 but its the last walk instead. Im gonna dieeeeeeeee. I dont wanna say goodbye yet. I met them in the school musical this year and they are some of the loveliest people i have ever met. Why is saying GOODNYE SO FUCKING HARD! Screaming, crying, throwing up and crashing out all at once rn

Guys im genuinely tweaking out rn. First of all: yesterday we had the school awards night and I was one of 15 people to get 2 awards. I got a high distinction academic award meaning all a's with a minimum of 1 b and no fails. i also got an outstanding service award because im so tuff.
          
          secondly, my year 12 friends are all graduating tomorrow and they are the only people ive met who havent judged me for being me. Im  sobbing so hard rn and it isnt even happening today

GUYS! I MIGHT BE GOING TO SEE BEETLEJUICE ON THE WEST END!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

UPDATE: we broke up. 
          
          i sent him this because im an asshole and am super socially awkward in person:
          
          Hey, so uh I know we've only been dating for a week. And this probably isn't something you want to hear. However I do have to say it. I am still trying to figure out who I am, and all the stuff going on in my life. I do need to focus on my needs and how I deal with them, but I'm not ready to put them in the hands of another person. You are a great guy and it's really not something you've done or anything like that. This is entirely my fault, and I don't want to lead you on or something. So please don't hate me. I do want to remain friends and I hope that is OK with you.
          
          he responded with: OK, do you still wanna come fishing with me and Cohen. as friends
          
          so we are hanging out then as friends.
          
          
          i did it because every time i date someone. i feel guilty because a) i know im gonna lead them on unintentionally and b) because there was no spark between us and c) Because my sister never got the chance to have a boyfriend so why do i deserve to have the chance to?

Guys, no judging me but uh isaac night is fucking hottt. there arent a lot of fanfics about him and this is lowkey one of the most amazing ones ive read. but its super underrated. The Author @MaliaJenson is literally so lovely and just overall a diva. so yeah if you like isaac night go check it out. 
          
          im so sad that its complete now
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/401843701

Update. I dont know how i feel about my bf. i mean yeah hes nice and all but. i dunno i just feel queasy thinking about the relationship and i dont want to end it after 3 days but. i just dont know how i feel.