Everyone is saying it happened for good,..even ik it happened for good ...it was toxic so toxic that I'd to face idk how many downfalls ....ik he's cheater a lier a fuckin betrayer.....who said things about me ...things that was meant to be between us...he said so many things about me in his whole friend circle.....i can't digest the fact that he can say such ugly things bout me ...ik the ending of our bond is good for me ...and for him too...
But what was my fault ? What was my heart fault in this that it has to bear this much pain...i loved him with my whole heart ...my love deserve nothing like that.... things happened for good but how to understand myself....the pain I'm feeling i can't even explain....the pain of losing someone i loved so dearly...and the ache of betrayal....after get to know things about him ...idk how to process from everything...how to say myself that you've to let him go... you've to trust about what he said...you have to... Even tho i can't....I'm grateful to God that he showed me the right thing at the right time but it was too late for my heart as i already fallen love with him ...