New chapter out =] I feel really happy that I can do this sort of writing. It took years of justifying, telling myself 'if it will make me happy, then why not?' But I kept giving myself reasons to shy away and let the ideas I had bouncing around in my head echo in there and ONLY there, that is, until recently. This has been a lot more fulfilling than spending my days writing about the mundane of my daily life in my diary. I don't even know why I keep a diary these days. when I started to keep a diary, I told myself it was to help remember what I've done and who I've been, who I've loved, but outside of my career and casual (often disappointing) queer hook-up culture, my life feels somewhat bleak -aside from house shows and going to the river with my dog.- I spend so much of my time buried in piles of paper with half-hearted, hardly secret admissions of a routine life. Writing this fanfic has revitalized my desire to write and world-build, and I am grateful to anyone who is here now and those who stumble upon this in the future. Cheers, readers of current and future!
