I've tried and tried over and over again but the same thing happens over and over i hurt the people i love and the people who love me. But I'm tired of this i give up I've been beat and i now have the wounds to prove that I'm not okay. If you know me in real life you might understand what I'm talking about i try to be a closed book but know i have just given up on life. Thous i do talk to I'm sorry if i don't talk to you anymore its what i have decided to do i cant handle people fucking shit anymore. I can barley handle the shit I'm going through so don't ask me for help and don't even really try to talk to me because i will probably  just end up snapping at you. People don't understand me they judge. Not even my friends can fully understand what is really going on.



                                                                                             -Tash 2k16 the shitiest year ever