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I have a hard time reading anymore. Not from lack of interest or books, but for two other reasons. The first being a simple one, I don’t have time. I go to school I work I have a lot of family that I have to entertain and I have a boyfriend, which brings me to my second reason. I have a hard time reading right now because I’ve finally reached the point in my life where I feel like I’m living a fairy tail. I don’t hardly dream anymore because for once my life is better when I’m awake than when I’m dreaming. I used to dream and read all the time to escape my mind and the things I was feeling or going through, but now I’ve found the man of my dreams that keeps me going every day he holds me and kisses me and makes everything better. He’s put together beautiful surprises for me and danced with me on a dance floor he put together with lights and lanterns. He kisses me under the stars and fits all my broken pieces back together. Time feels like it’s tangled when we are together. It feels like we’ve been together forever and like we are coming home for the first time, though we’ve not really been with one another for more than six months. I know you’re thinking that’s crazy but it’s true. I’m finally at peace with myself and he’s brought me a long way. Forever really doesn’t feel like long enough with him. My heart physically hurts when I have to leave him but always feels better knowing that it won’t be long before I see him again. My dreams can’t beat that so they’ve taken on the illusion of me being with him even in my sleep when he isn’t actually there. Romance Books that I’ve read almost can’t beat what I feel for him and movies don’t compare. Our love story is my favorite and that’s why I struggle to read anymore

TBHimperfect11

I have a hard time reading anymore. Not from lack of interest or books, but for two other reasons. The first being a simple one, I don’t have time. I go to school I work I have a lot of family that I have to entertain and I have a boyfriend, which brings me to my second reason. I have a hard time reading right now because I’ve finally reached the point in my life where I feel like I’m living a fairy tail. I don’t hardly dream anymore because for once my life is better when I’m awake than when I’m dreaming. I used to dream and read all the time to escape my mind and the things I was feeling or going through, but now I’ve found the man of my dreams that keeps me going every day he holds me and kisses me and makes everything better. He’s put together beautiful surprises for me and danced with me on a dance floor he put together with lights and lanterns. He kisses me under the stars and fits all my broken pieces back together. Time feels like it’s tangled when we are together. It feels like we’ve been together forever and like we are coming home for the first time, though we’ve not really been with one another for more than six months. I know you’re thinking that’s crazy but it’s true. I’m finally at peace with myself and he’s brought me a long way. Forever really doesn’t feel like long enough with him. My heart physically hurts when I have to leave him but always feels better knowing that it won’t be long before I see him again. My dreams can’t beat that so they’ve taken on the illusion of me being with him even in my sleep when he isn’t actually there. Romance Books that I’ve read almost can’t beat what I feel for him and movies don’t compare. Our love story is my favorite and that’s why I struggle to read anymore

TBHimperfect11

We live in a society that profits from our self doubt. They put a name to our problems and reactions and emotions, then they give us drugs to treat this disorder of ours. They tell us we aren't thin enough, we aren't pretty enough, we aren't shaped right. Our clothes aren't in style our hair and makeup isn't perfect. Oh but don't worry they can fix that. They beat us down with unless your just like us you are nothing. Unless you talk like us, walk like us, and act like us you don't fit it. They tell us we are free to be whatever we want to be, but the moment you decide it's something different than what they had planned they judge you and try to change you. The moment that you are no longer you they have succeeded. 
          
          So in this society where we are "free" we have few rebels. These rebels embrace their differences. They love themselves for who they are not for what the world has made them. They do not follow, they do not lead, they simply make their own paths along side each other. They do not fit in and they do not belong. That is their beauty. They embrace their darkness, love their imperfections, and accept other for who they are and not for what on the outside. These people are free from society, they are free from judgement of society. 
          
          They do not conform to the patterns of this world. They simply live for themselves, and believe what they feel is right. 

TBHimperfect11

So I have writers block, again, and I can't think of what to write. I wish I could just pop amazing chapters out one after another, but I can't. I'm not a real writer. I'm not the best writer. I don't even have that great of story lines. But what I do have is good ideas. I'm going to try my best to write something good and get it out to you. Sorry for the wait, like always.