TBMalik95

Debating on whether or not I should come back here with a few short stories . . . . .  Decisions . . . . decisions!

saintharper

Hi! I am so thrilled to see you are still here on the site and was super excited to see you read my latest work. Feels good to still capture readers who have been with me from the very beginning!

saintharper

@TBMalik95 You got this! I went back to school for my Master's last year and I have one more year to go. Trying to write while I got this lil summer break lol.
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TBMalik95

@saintharper Hey! Of course I'm absolutely loving it so far and it's a great return to form for you! Yes I'm still here and kicking while I pursue this bachelor's degree. I may come back here soon enough.
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TBMalik95

On top of that, when said stories have explicit sexual content that isn't even tastefully censored and remain on the website for years at a time whilst my stories have been deleted multiple times for "explicit sexual content" despite being tagged as Mature and having warnings well before the action, it's proof of systematic biases that need to be addressed.  
          
          In addition to this, with the lack of meaningful resources to connect with other writers that Wattpad has provided, it seems the only way one can get reads is through the tag system and self-promotion which, by the very nature of it, creates a survival of the fittest situation where only those with the most promotion get attention whilst others, despite how good or bad they may be, are practically forgotten about. Wattpad claims to be for everyone but its clear that its not. 
          
          It's already hard as a minority writer but even more so when you have to compete against this. Why should I give my best to this website only for it to be buried under stories by two-bit authors who treat writing as a joke or to be pushed aside for authors who write cliched stories catering to the exact same audiences filled to the brim with predictable plotlines whom Wattpad seems to shove in everyone's faces nonstop?! 
          
          For those of you still with me after my rant, I do believe I will continue to use this website in limited form to post one chapter samples, limited interactions with my fellow authors and potentially for use as a marketing tool but as for posting fully fledged stories, I will no longer be doing so for the above reasons. I appreciate everyone who has supported me so far and I will still be here, just not as much nor as seriously as I begin to craft my work in the directions it was meant to go in. When my works are officially published or posted elsewhere, I will formally let you all know. For those wanting to further interact with me, do follow me on Twitter, the link to which is on my page. 
          
          Signed, T.B.Malik

RoyceSteele

I wholeheartedly respect this 
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TBMalik95

Taking this month long hiatus from both social media and writing has given me time to reflect on a number of things in my life, the most pressing of which was my career as an independent writer. This time has given me immense perspective as to  where I wanted to go as a biracial African-American writer of erotic romance and erotic fiction, what my goals were and how I should go about achieving said goals. It's also given me a chance to reevaluate myself which I feel is a crucial component of being a writer in of itself. 
          
          With that being said, I came to the realization that this website and Wattpad as a whole is not only the source of many of my issues but has actually held me back in many ways. I got so wrapped up in the rat race of trying to publish works that I felt the audience on here would enjoy and trying to get noticed by a website that clearly has systematic biases in it's algorithms that place writers such as myself at a major disadvantage that I lost sight of what I really wanted. 
          
          I came to this website to publish and gain an audience but what happened was instead I got wrapped up in trying to vie for attention that, up until now I realized I could never get. Writing became a thing for me where I wasn't concerned about telling my stories or that of my characters but about trying to do the most outlandish story possible in an attempt to get reads from an audience that simply wasn't there. While I know some may say that my lack of reads is purely my own fault due to lack of promotion, what I'm saying is that on a website like this, someone should not have to go to extreme lengths for attention in genres that are hardly written in. With that being said, not trying to call anyone out in particular but when there are stories that don't even have proper punctuation, storylines and are barely legible, yet have more than 50k reads despite these glaring errors, it's proof that something is very wrong indeed.

TBMalik95

Seriously?! My stories have vanished again without a single trace?!. This is the second time in less than 4 months and its getting freaking ridiculous at this point!

kaygeequeen

@TBMalik95 okay that's better. Good Luck, but if they don't reply just call them.
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TBMalik95

@kaygeequeen Thanks for the advice, I already had my rough drafts saved but I'm going to be blunt when I say that there's no point in Wattpad having a Mature tag if they are going to remove the stories using said tag. I'm awaiting a response from Wattpad themselves. Fingers crossed for my sake and theirs that they can restore my stuff.
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kaygeequeen

@TBMalik95 sorry about that, but what you can do really is to just save your book on the App Word just so you still have it. Recently it has been said that Wattpad is taking down all Drack Romance stories and Matured stories, because this is also a site for kids so maybe that's why they took down your books.
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TBMalik95

Chapter Three of Awakening My Desires has officially been published! Come check it out! 
          
          On a related note, I'm currently working on about five different story drafts simultaneously including one that may be the most controversial work I've ever done. I'll be making formal announcements when they are ready to be published!
          
           Stay tuned for more updates and content!