ToLiveAndDieInL.A

Dedicated all day to writing, new chapter soon. Maybe tomorrow or Saturday 

Literally hate life. I really want to keep writing on here. It’s the ONLY creative freedom I get 

So EXCITED for next chapter of tainted beauty yall. It’s gonna be the gateway to the SPICE.

I haven’t even had time to read on here bookie I’m so behind 

Just finished Marshall’s POV in part 2 for Tainted beauty. I still gotta write up Adris- and how they meeet *Giggling, kicking, screaming.*
          
          
          
          But schools begun for me, so I’m trying to get it done before Monday. College year 3 here I come- don’t kill me.

“Are you taping me bitch?” *Audible gasp* “I just caught you cussing on tape!” *Blubber, and then mean voice.* “uh huh. No cussing.”

Bawling my eyes out. Thanks for making me miss my dad all over again Marshie. 

NOW! WHERE THE HELL DID THEY FIND THE ACTOR FOR THE OLD MARSHALL? IN 2024!? Bookie, drop the #?? -Watched the music video for Houdini. OR WHAT AI DID THEY USE BRUH

Looking back on how I acted barely a year ago- damn. I was steady trying not to offend anyone. I was defending the fags with my life- like I was one myself. ‍♀️‍♀️‍♀️ If I met myself in 2020, I’d shove that bitch in a locker and call it a faggot. Don’t know how I listened to Eminem back then and still be so sensitive. Y’all the internet had me being a fag.

Y’all, when I finish my book… I’m probably gonna do an Eminem X Adriana Lima fic. I know it sounds weird but girly she’s so pretty. I look at her, then at the mirror, then sigh.