Thank you all for reading my stories in the past few years, especially those who had read it since the beginning of my debut. You guys really warm my heart by staying with me.
Unfortunately, my real life has undergone tremendous transformations and major breakthroughs during this time, not to mention I have also sustained some deep emotional wounds from a cult.
Don’t worry, I escaped 3 years ago, but I found it impossible for me to write the kind of purely sweet, heartwarming interactions of Shido and the Spirits.
It's quite ironic, isn't it?
I used to believe in all the good things about relationships, so I was able to write quite a lot during my stay in the cult. But after I learned the truth and escaped? I couldn't believe in anything anymore...resulting in my lack of inspiration.
I tried forcing myself to write, but very few words came out, and every time I published a chapter, it took longer and longer. In addition, I didn't even know if it was still on track with the plot or not.
I tried using AI and borrowing other people's ideas, but it only made things worse. Sure, I could write something, but it didn't feel like mine, no matter how many times I edited the words.
I am just lost.
Therefore, I have decided to go on an indefinite hiatus. Once again, I am really sorry.
Now that I have said that, it feels a bit better after admitting that I am not some big shot after all.
When I have finally won the battles of my real life and regained a sense of pure inner peace, we shall meet again. Thank you to everyone; I wish you all a life of freedom and integrity in the real world.
