THEAUGUSTD

 No one in the world could stop me from not moving on, even if I wanted too.

THEAUGUSTD

I feel like I'm living in a gaze. Everything is confusing and hard, and I feel like I'm missing out on living. My life does not improve and I don't think that it will be improving anytime. Family is most definitely getting tired of me, even if they say that they aren't, I can see their frustrations in me. I am their biggest disappointment. A lump of garbage. I hope to leave in my sleep. I hope that I'll be set free. I want be loved as much I think that that i deserve. I've been living in monotony for 2 years, I want it to be over fast

THEAUGUSTD

@THEAUGUSTD BTW this is just me ranting. I realize that if someone saw this they might be concerned but don't worry. The most I'll probably do is find a way to self-harm or something
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THEAUGUSTD

My cousins keep dropping off their trash just because their mom owns the house that I live in and because the house is ugly. But what they do even think about is the fact that the house is ugly BECAUSE THEY KEEP MAKING THE BACKYARD THAT WE CAN USE SMALLER AND SMALLER AND THEN THEY BRING IN 2 RVS THAT DON'T EVEN FIT AND THAT WE DONT EVEN USE. IN TO THE BACKYARD AND IN THE DRIVEWAY THAT WE NEED BECAUSE WE USE A MINI VAN AND 2 OTHER CARS. I JUST WANT MY BACKYARD BACK I WANNA MAKE IT PRETTY AND MAKE A GARDEN WITH ALL THE VEGETABLES THAT I WANT BUT I CANT PLANT MORE THAN TWO TYPES BECAUSE THERE ISN'T ENOUGH SPACE FOR IT AND THE DOGS GET IN IT. I WANTED TO HAVE A SPACE TO CRY BUT I CANT DO THAT BECAUSE THEIR'S ALWAYS AN RV LOOKING DIRECTLY INTO MY SIDE OF THE BACKYARD SO THERE IS NO PRIVACY ANYWHERE.