THESUNSETDEM0N

You can ignore this but I just wanna yap depressing stuff that's been happening (update)
          	
          	To be honest, I wish I never left this community. this was the best thing I ever experienced. I really, truly loved writing. and I took it for granted when I gave up to study arts or focus on such meaningless. I love drawing, but I never truly improved. I always doubted myself but writing never gave me that feeling. 
          	
          	I really hate losing the motivation and passion for writing, I wish I can stop worrying how bad my writing was do I can write the stories I always wanted to express. I'm genuinely lost in life right now. I'm not talented in arts, writing, nothing. 
          	
          	now Ai is trying take away these little joys that I used to love. i want to return to writing once again. I want to shut up my insecurities and have fun reading amazing stories and write my own ideas that I'm very proud of. especially when my friends used AI for arts and stories. I hate that. 
          	
          	I've been so busy trying to move on in life, after moving in to this new home. new school, new faces. I hated the new home and school. bullied and humiliated by my new classmates. teachers don't care. because of  the pressure, I eventually slipped away from writing. 
          	
          	right now, I'm just upset. I saw how many drafts I made. unfinished books I couldn't finish out of shame for my writing skills. hell, I even deleted some of them just cause I thought they looked ridiculous. but in the end, all these are my only comfort. whether it be cringe, cliche or something like that. I just wanna have fun reading with no shame. I had been so insecure people will hate me for writing and reading childish stuff. 
          	
          	well.. right now I've moved onto a new account, @vxliant if you're interested. 
          	I'm not sure when I'll release stories but I just wanted to write a completed book for once. write as many books that I've always wanted to write before it's time for me to go.
          	
          	I will be writing fandom x reader books, I'll see you there and thank you

THESUNSETDEM0N

this sounds corny especially with this profile, I just can't change this account's user or profile picture anymore for some reason. 
          	  
          	  I'm just really upset, horribly sad. my friends just don't seem to like me anymore now that im not the happy friend, like the one's constantly active and cheering up people. I've been growing distant. the only way I could feel comfort was to read and write here once again.
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THESUNSETDEM0N

You can ignore this but I just wanna yap depressing stuff that's been happening (update)
          
          To be honest, I wish I never left this community. this was the best thing I ever experienced. I really, truly loved writing. and I took it for granted when I gave up to study arts or focus on such meaningless. I love drawing, but I never truly improved. I always doubted myself but writing never gave me that feeling. 
          
          I really hate losing the motivation and passion for writing, I wish I can stop worrying how bad my writing was do I can write the stories I always wanted to express. I'm genuinely lost in life right now. I'm not talented in arts, writing, nothing. 
          
          now Ai is trying take away these little joys that I used to love. i want to return to writing once again. I want to shut up my insecurities and have fun reading amazing stories and write my own ideas that I'm very proud of. especially when my friends used AI for arts and stories. I hate that. 
          
          I've been so busy trying to move on in life, after moving in to this new home. new school, new faces. I hated the new home and school. bullied and humiliated by my new classmates. teachers don't care. because of  the pressure, I eventually slipped away from writing. 
          
          right now, I'm just upset. I saw how many drafts I made. unfinished books I couldn't finish out of shame for my writing skills. hell, I even deleted some of them just cause I thought they looked ridiculous. but in the end, all these are my only comfort. whether it be cringe, cliche or something like that. I just wanna have fun reading with no shame. I had been so insecure people will hate me for writing and reading childish stuff. 
          
          well.. right now I've moved onto a new account, @vxliant if you're interested. 
          I'm not sure when I'll release stories but I just wanted to write a completed book for once. write as many books that I've always wanted to write before it's time for me to go.
          
          I will be writing fandom x reader books, I'll see you there and thank you

THESUNSETDEM0N

this sounds corny especially with this profile, I just can't change this account's user or profile picture anymore for some reason. 
            
            I'm just really upset, horribly sad. my friends just don't seem to like me anymore now that im not the happy friend, like the one's constantly active and cheering up people. I've been growing distant. the only way I could feel comfort was to read and write here once again.
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THESUNSETDEM0N

To my lovely followers: Reminder that you're still following me, pls feel free to unfollow I barely update my books I have no motivation and I suck at writing thank you all for the support♡ I really appreciate it, there's much more better writers out there so it's okay to unfollow
          
          Reasons why I'm down rn is because my writings haven't improved, so it might not just for me.

THESUNSETDEM0N

I miss writing, I haven't even read any fanfics for months which was my escape, But I don't want to read as It might get in my memories while I'm writing, I don't wanna copy I'm so unsatisfied with my writings. I need motivation so bad I have like 70+ drafts (books) and none of them are even close to finished. My fav author is posting a jjk x reader fanfic today, I really wanna read but again it might put up and memory that I'll remember when I'm writing my own jjk x reader fanfic y'all can unfollow, but I really appreciated you guys' support. Thank you! I'm not used to thanking but I'm really happy! (This is once ItsAlwaysPeach but I just changed my profile, just to let you all know.)

THESUNSETDEM0N

My fav author is ktel11 btw!! They're amazing! I don't know their gender so I usually go for they/them. I love them!
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THESUNSETDEM0N

Y'all I give up on my wisteria kny x reader book I'm sorry, it's just not going in the way I wanted to contribute it I won't delete it, but rather keep it on my drafts for future consideration. Sorry to disappoint. I'm currently deciding to come back after months of not being active, I miss writing stories.