THOUSHALTOBEY

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woodlanddruid

━ ⌗ ⠂⠄ bro speaking of rusty...
          
          halsin moved quickly. the sudden jolt and sound was enough to wake anyone from their slumber. but it was more a reaction to help stop the storm that usually followed such nights. gentle hands pulled the elf close. secured. pressing them to his embrace to shut away the outside cold and sounds. anything to help calm him. reassure it was a dream. " easy ... you're safe. " halsin wasn't even sure the words had reached him. but he had to try. even using his magic to try and sooth. calming emotions. hoping it took effect through the sudden terrors astarion seemed to get more often lately. 

woodlanddruid

; my muse is so sucky lately. do you maybe have any new tarter ideas you'd like me to drop or a scenario you had in mind? I am honestly so blocked creatively as of late
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THOUSHALTOBEY

@woodlanddruid  ⠀⠀⠀╱⠀⠀⠀the   spawn   watched   halsin's   eyes.   not   with   judgement   nor   distaste,   but   with   a   curiosity   not   unlike   a   cat's.   the   tranquility,   the   wise   words.   he   was   truly   unlike   ANYONE   he'd   ever   known.   it   scared   him   just   as   much   as   he   appreciated   it.   after   a   few   moments   of   studying   him,   astarion   finally   replied.   "i've   spent   years   wondering   the   dark.   if   i   complete   this   ritual   instead..   i'd   be   free   to   travel   in   broad   daylight.   go   as   i   please,   wonder   as   i   please."   he   hummed,   absently   tracing   patterns   with   his   nail.
                  he   didnt   want   to   think   about   what   would   happen   should   he   fail.   confined   still   to   the   dark.   he'd   make   do,   he   always   did.   but   that   didn't   mean   he   would   enjoy   it.   and   if   he   failed,   he   wasn't   convinced   that   halsin   would   stick   around   long.   what   kind   of   druid   could   enjoy   the   endless   night?   "i   haven't   the   faintest   clue   where   this   will   all   lead."   he  sighed.
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woodlanddruid

he gave a small hum as if he was thinking about it. the creek would look nice this time of night. the moon reflecting in the waters and night songs from the nocturnal creatures. but he wouldn't really wish to leave now. " honestly? I haven't really wanted to wonder in a while. I guess I have a good reason to stay around this time. " the druid's golden eyes were half-lidded in bliss, a soft smile playing on his lips while bees hummed lazily nearby. not really tired, but just comfortable or rather settling into a lazy mood. 
            
            " is there a place you like to wonder to? surely you had some escape from it all? maybe this adventure offers far more grace than we expected. " halsin murmured, his deep voice a warm rumble like distant thunder softened by summer. " I wonder what will come after all this. my truest hope is that you're free of the chains that burden you so. " he gave a gentle touch, careful to tuck curled white hair behind his pointed ear. maybe lingering a little longer than needed. 
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gentledeath-

          /  /   i am so sorry sincerely sorry for the random message,, but i would just like to say,, all of your accounts & characters are absolutely stunning, gorgeous, etc! i love them all! they are all masterpieces! 
          
          your themes are breathtaking & such!
          
          
          sending you love ♡ i hope you have/i hope you are having an amazing/lovely morning/day/afternoon/evening!  ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა 

THOUSHALTOBEY

@gentledeath-     * ⸝⸝⸝   that is so kind of you, thank you! <33
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strongshields

  ݁  ⁀ ෴ ☆ ° • ┃I LOVE YOU NOIR !

THOUSHALTOBEY

@strongshields * ⸝⸝⸝   PINKY SWEAR
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strongshields

  ݁  ⁀ ෴ ☆ ° • ┃omg let’s kiss rn
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THOUSHALTOBEY

@strongshields * ⸝⸝⸝   I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
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woodlanddruid

Halsin had been tending quietly to the fire, feeding it with thick pine branches that snapped and hissed as the sap caught flame. He was alone, or so he thought—content in the hum of crickets and the subtle stirrings of night creatures beyond the camp’s reach.
          
          But the rustle of movement, soft and deliberate, caught his ear.
          He straightened subtly, not alarmed, but no longer at ease. His sharp senses, long-honed by years in the wilds, detected more than just casual wandering. There was a tension to the steps, a hesitancy that struck him as *unusual*. When the figure stepped into the firelight, Halsin blinked—just once, but sharply.
          
          “Astarion?”
          
          His voice, deep and usually grounded with calm, now held a distinct note of *uncertainty*. He rose partially to his feet, setting aside his clay mug without ceremony, all the warmth from a moment ago replaced by a readiness—a protectiveness.
          
          “You startled me,” he admitted, brow furrowed as his eyes searched the pale elf’s face. “Is something wrong?”
          There was no accusation in his tone—just earnest worry. He took a cautious step forward, his bulk moving with surprising gentleness. His gaze softened, but did not lose its edge of tension.
          
          “You don’t usually approach so quietly. Not unless… something’s happened.”
          Halsin’s breath slowed as he took the moment in fully. There was more here than just a nightly visit. He could feel it like a change in the wind—subtle, but undeniable. And so, with no demand, only steady concern, he asked once more—quieter this time:
          
          “Tell me. What is it?”

woodlanddruid

halsin smiled at that—soft and unseen, the kind that bloomed more in the chest than the face.
            
            “good,” he murmured, letting the word hum low against astarion’s hair. “i hope you do.” his hand stayed where it was, calm and steady, not gripping but grounding. it didn’t surprise him, the way astarion still glanced around like a creature long caged. it didn’t bother him either. survival left its marks. he had seen it in animals, in people, in himself. the druid didn’t ask the instincts to go quiet—he simply gave them no reason to sharpen.
            
            “and if you forget,” halsin added after a pause, “i’ll remind you.” not a promise made with urgency or pity, but the kind spoken like bark weathered by time—firm, rooted, unchanged. he leaned back just enough to tilt his head, so astarion could see the truth in his face if he looked. the firelight flickered in his amber eyes, catching in the lines that spoke of patience more than age.
            
            “you don’t owe me anything for this,” he said quietly. “just… let yourself have it.” it wasn’t a command. wasn’t even a plea. just a permission, freely given. and then he shifted again, ever so slightly, so astarion could move if he needed. no cage, no trap. only choice. always choice. “even if only this once.” 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

@woodlanddruid  ⠀⠀⠀╱⠀⠀⠀"boy   do   i   know,"   he   mumbled   against   halsin's   warm   chest.   even   if   he   wanted   to   be   truly   alone,   he   wasnt   sure   ANY   of   their   companions   would   allow   it.   even   so,   halsin   prevented   him   from   feeling   the   loneliness.   he   was   beyond   grateful.   not   that   he   could   verbalize   it,   though.
            
               he   took   a   deep   breath,   the   warm   honey-like   aroma   of   halsin's   body   seeming   to   add   yet   another   layer   of   comfort   to   this   already   tranquil   moment.   his   red   eyes   darted   about   from   what   little   he   could   see   around   the   druid's   large  frame,   much   like   a   caged   beast.   but   there   was   no   desire   for   escape,   he   knew   he   could   if   he   wanted   to.   no,   only   observing   their   surroundings   because,   for   once,   he   could   observe   without   planning.
            
               "i'll   remember   this,   you   know."  he   whispered.
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woodlanddruid

halsin could feel the tension at first—the way astarion’s body held itself like a drawn bow, braced for some pain that never came. he didn’t shift, didn’t squeeze tighter. just stayed steady. a silent message: *you are safe. I will not pull away.*
            
            when he felt those cool hands settle against his back, he exhaled slow and quiet, like a forest sighing beneath the weight of snow. his hand rose gently, not to restrain, but to rest—broad fingers curling lightly at the back of astarion’s shoulder, a quiet anchor.
            
            he felt the smile before he heard the words. felt the way the sharpness softened, just a little, in the elf’s posture.
            
            “I always keep my promises,” he murmured, voice just a brush of warmth near astarion’s temple.
            
            and then he said nothing else for a long while. he didn’t need to. the fire crackled, soft and low, casting gold across their joined shadows. halsin’s breath stayed slow and even, patient as ever.
            
            his hold didn’t falter—not possessive, not pressing. just *there.* strong, open, and wholly unshaken by whatever silence or stillness the moment brought.
            
            when he finally did speak again, it was quieter still, like the hush of leaves at dusk.
            
            “you don’t have to be alone in this, you know.”
            
            he didn’t say *what* exactly. didn’t need to. the offer lingered in the air, not asked of him, just given. like everything else.
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woodlanddruid

" we've been walking for some time now. dis you wish to go back to the wilds? " not that he minded. the calm was definitely something needed. he didn't expect the vampire to enjoy such things. much less to ask for the small outing to begin with. it was welcoming none the less. very quick to accept the rare offer. 

THOUSHALTOBEY

@woodlanddruid  ⠀* ⸝⸝⸝   all   good!  take  your  time  &&  rest  up  <33
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woodlanddruid

; I may havoe died on here. I will try and reply soon, I swear. I will also send that starter soon. currently dying from a cold. 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

@woodlanddruid  ⠀⠀⠀╱⠀⠀⠀"  i   suppose   not.  "   the   elf   would   respond,   turning   from   the   druid   to   take   in   more   sights.   in   all   of   his   hunting   and   prowling,   there   hadn't   been   much   time   to   truly   observe   what   beauty   lay   in   the   realm.   untouched   by   the   darker   plague   of   people   and   corruption.   he'd   gently   drag   his   fingers   over   the   grooves   of   a   tree   trunk   as   his   crimson   eyes   found   halsin   yet   again.
                  the   question   in   halsin's   mind   also   seemed   to   linger   in   astarion's.   if   he   hadn't   been   turned,   and   his   life   remained   as   dull   as   it   had   been,   where   would   he   be   now?   would   he   be   able   to   sit   at   the   fire   and   laugh   with   the   others?   would   he   not   feel   the   need   to   hide   the   most   vulnerable   pieces   of   himself?   who   would   he   be?   he   hadn't   the   faintest   clue.   he   couldn't   afford   to   think   about   what   ifs.   not   with   so   much   of   his   life   already   lost.
                  "  camp   out   here?   just   the   two   of   us?  "   he   clarified,   looking   up   at   the   druid.   most   would've   used   this   as   some   romantic   getaway.   some   time   with   the   most   alluring   creature   around.   but   he   saw   no   indication   of   that   within   the   druid's   gaze.   "  that   sounds..   not   all   that   bad   of   an   idea.  "
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woodlanddruid

" I'm alright, not to worry. I just needed time away from the city. maybe it is best I leave for a few days to gather myself. I ... acted on irritation and that I am truly sorry for. know this isn't what I am truly like. it is this place – "

THOUSHALTOBEY

@woodlanddruid         (  . . .  )         no rush at all, i totally understand!  <33
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woodlanddruid

; I'll reply soon I swear. it is my last week at my shitty job I gave month's notice for so I'll be active soon 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀:⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,    "don't   mistake   my   desire   to   get   away   for   a   newfound   tree-hugging   outlook,   druid.   "   he   offered   a   subtle   smile   as   he   replied,   fangs   peeking   out    every   so   often.   "i   do   enjoy   the   city,   the   debauchery   and   all,  but   its   the   people   here   that   haunt   me.   "  he   didn't   love   talking   about   the   hold   that   cazador   had   on   him,   even   all   the   way   out   here,   but   he   was   getting   better   at   it.   "the   quiet   wilds   just   happen   to   hold   the   cure.   "   he   agreed.   he   was   thankful   for   all   that   halsin   had   done   for   him,   whether   he   was   grateful   in   the   moment   or   not.   he   often   shied   away   from   a   helping   hand   as   he   was   too   used   to   there   being   a   catch.   with   halsin   though,   there   never   was.   "in   the   morning   then.  "   he   agreed,   picking   at   his   nails   absent-mindedly.   he   knew   it   was   obvious   to   the   group   that   he   had   some   nervous   thoughts   when   it   came   to   the   city,   it   seemed   like   most   of   them   had   those   thoughts   too,   but   hearing   halsin   say   it   aloud   made   him   feel   seen.   strangely   enough.   "a   few   days   of   quiet,   uninterrupted   tranquility   before   we   potentially   die   here.   sounds   perfect.   "   he   hummed.
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woodlanddruid

" can't sleep again? would it help to be kept a little warm? " a bit of a joke, but he wouldn't mind if the offer was taken either. regardless if he is serious or not. 

THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀:⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,      astarion   stood   up   off   of   the   log   he'd   been   seated   ontop   of.   he   made   some   fair   points;   feeding   off   of   halsin   was   far   more   intimate   than   a   nice   embrace   to   keep   warm.   and,   it   was   probably   a   lot   safer   to   try   the   latter   first.   "well   i   have   you   to   thank   for   that   don't   i.   "   he   half-smiled,   one   hand   at   his   own   hip.   "oh   i   can   only   imagine   the   gossip.   "   his   smile   grew   into   a   grin   as   he   thought   about   the   reactions   of   others.   he   absolutely   adored   drama;   it   kept   life   interesting.   but   spending   more   time   with   the   druid,   one   of   the   few   he'd   willingly   do   so,   was   something   he   found   just   as   fun.   "company   sounds   good   right   about   now.   lead   the   way.   "
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woodlanddruid

" well, I don't mind. you have fed off me so I feel this is a far more comfortable offer for my part. " nit that he minded the blood he offered. sure the following day was not an easy one, but not anything that would stop him or make him regret it. " glad to see you're in far better spirits too. in all honesty I wouldn't mind the comapny either. might be interesting to see how most react in the morning. " not that he cared for such things. he simply wanted to play along to the vampire's little trickster nature. knowing he sometimes thrived off of the drama he would cause. 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀:⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,   the   spawn   opened   his   mouth   to   deny   the   druid's   jest   but   he   didn't   speak   immediately.   while   he   was   aware   of   halsin'   lighthearted   tone,   a   part   of   him   / did /   find   itself   curious.   he   couldn't   feel   that   much   warmth,   not   without   a   little   blood ,   but   curious    nonetheless.   "if   you're   offering,   "    he   hummed,   a   small   smile   at   his   lips.
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woodlanddruid

the big white cat seemed to be a stranger to the camp. at least as far as the vampire was concerned. before it could run off it had been caught and carried around. thoughtless confessions whispered from the pale man. the druid almost didn't have the heart to warn him now. having tried to get away, far enough at least to end his wildshape. seems not everyone knew he could turn into more than jusr a bear. only when his grip freed enough he would jump away. quick to end the spell before getting caught again. " ... now before you get upset, I did try to do this earlier when you snuck up on me — " in meaning he tried to turn back grom the start. but if he did he could have hurt the vampire in the process. 

THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀*⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,
                  "i've   noticed   .   "   he   admitted   .   he   remembered   seeing   halsin   whittling   away   at   some   wood   and   a   few   days   later   it   had   shaped   itself   into   a   duck   .   if   astarion   was   honest   ,   he   found   the   hobby   adorable   .   making   something   from   nature   was   certainly   something   in   its   own   right   .   "or   perhaps   we   aren't   as   intimidating   as   we   thought   .   "  he   joked   .   astarion   had   grown   to   love   cats   over   the   years   ,   finding   himself   to   feel   similarly   to   how   they   reacted   .   they   were   so   regale   ,   so   sly   .   he   admired   them   greatly   .   which   is   how   they   ended   up   in   this   situation   to   begin   with   ,   he   supposed   .
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woodlanddruid

" they seem more interested in the cut up leftovers if the vegetables for the most part, but it is still nice to have all such creatures around. and I like ducks. " a starnge admission, but an innocent one. as if to share their love for certain animals or creatures. plus they are a subject of muse for his wood carvings. not that he really showed his work all that often ir that openly. " but, it is rare to find animals so trusting this close to a city. understandably most are used to harsher survival tactics. " 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀*⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,   the   mention   of   a   secluded   area   with   animals   certainly   intrigued   the   vampire.   would   it   allow   him   to   forget   this   uncomfortable   scenario?  / no /.  but   he   was   sure   it'd   help.   "oh ..   i'd   like   that.   "   he   agreed.   it   wasn't   often   that   he   was   invited   for   wholesome   moments   like   that.   it   made   a   small   smile   peak   through   his,   previously,   irritated   expression.   he   crossed   his   arms.   "ducks   too?   such   an   odd   type   of   bird.   "   yet,   as   odd   as   they   were,   he   wouldn't   deny   going   to   see   them.   "in   the   morning   then.   "   he   agreed   definitively.   there   was   no   backing   out   now.
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woodlanddruid

" you'll catch your death in this cold. if you're washing off in the river at least take the clothes off. you'll be swept away like this. " he didn't baby him or really mother the vampire. he found him in an endless stare as he seemed to just leave his body. like the life had just been drawn out through exhaustion. of the mind and body. carefully he managed to pull him to shore, wrapping rags to try and dry the curly hair. " tell me what's happened? " a tone with all seriousness. like he knew exactly what this was. the deep sadness that was almost suffocating to someone. 

THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀*⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,
                  astarion   slowly   but   surely   peeled   off   his   damp   clothing   from   the   privacy   of   his   own   tent   .   he   was   very   aware   of   the   scars   along   his   back   .   it   made   him   feel   filthy   ,   heavy   .   cazador   might   not   be   in   front   of   him   but   it   still   felt   as   though   he   was   standing   beside   him   .   claiming   his   body   and   mind   .   he   opened   his   tent   after   a   few   minutes   ticked   by   ,  clad   in   similar   style   clothing   as   before   .   he'd   only   had   so   much   to   choose   from   after   escaping   the   ship   .   "i   suppose   a   tad   .   "   he   nodded   ,   his   eyes   lidded   from   both   hunger   and   the   weight   of   his   emotions   .   it   was   rare   for   the   spawn   to   get   like   this   let   alone   in   front   of   someone   else   .   but   halsin   was   different   .   halsin   was   comforting   ,   warm   .   he   was   a   gentle   ,   guiding   hand   .   "cornered   is   the   last   thing   i   feel   right   now   .   "   he   assured   him   ,   his   mouth   nearly   salivating   as   he   realized   he'd   get   the   blood   of   a   living   creature   .   the   sanguine   thirst   wrecked   having   on   his   insides   .
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woodlanddruid

he would lead him to the vampire's tent. leaving him the privacy to chamge clothes into something dry. happy to wait outside. just hoping all this would be enough to help. to make it all easier to get through. looking iut to the far reaches, wondering when the others may return. definitely not soon. they had really not been gone all that long. they would have reached the markets now. if he had to guess. if they headed straight there without stopping along the way. " does it feel a bit better at least? I don't mean to corner you at all. it is the last of my intentions, I promise you. " 
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THOUSHALTOBEY

݁⠀ ⠀.̲.̲.̲⠀ ⠀*⠀ ⠀@woodlanddruid ,   he   rose   a   brow   in   surprise.   he   surely   should've   expected   halsin   to   offer,   with   the   whole   nature's   gifts   thing,   and   yet   he   still   found   himself   shocked.   he   met   his   gaze   and   tried   to   decipher   if   there   was   a   / but /   coming.   he   didn't   find   any   hints   of   a   lie.   "alright.   "   he   agreed,   a   tad   more   hesitantly   than   he   meant   to.   he   followed   halsin's   lead,   red   eyes   a   little   more   alert   than   they'd   been   just   moments   before.
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