Hey guys , first let me start off by saying im so so so so so so so so so so sorry , but im not sure if i will be able to write again . I lost almost all my inspiration to write when my life started to fall downhill , the divorce is still going on , i started going to therapy , and i just found out one of my close close friends ive known since my first year at school just found out he has throat cancer . Im still holding strong but im afraid for my sanity and my physical nd' mental health , i have to stop writing , hopefully not forever but yeah i really do love all of yall and im so super sorry , but please dont forget me , and i hope yall can forgive me . Forever and always - Sarah