TLCMTB1992

@nenewritezzzz Awe , thanks babe,
            I’m so happy you like it
            It’s only gonna get better the more you read

@palaceofdreamz Your right, I’m gonna just enjoy my time and just gag all night that I’m LITERALLY partying with Megan 

@TLCMTB1992 My advice is just let the night flow if it's meant to be mentioned the opportunity will present itself, if it doesn't happen that night maybe it will at a different time. 

@palaceofdreamz Yeah, that’s what a lot of Hotties told me
            And I’m not nervous in a way of having fun cause I’m out going 
            I just don’t want to say the wrong things 
            Especially harboring these feelings for her
            I want to express myself but not to where it’s gonna make her uncomfortable 
            I just need to know what would be the right approach to it

@palaceofdreamz Yes I’m trying to have one up tonight and one ready for Sunday 
            I write long ass chapters 
            I be trying to find an ending point but then I will think of something else to add
            But yes two!
            

@TLCMTB1992 No worries, I hadn't even seen your message that we might be getting two waitttt. But take your time I'll be waiting.

@TLCMTB1992 soooo excitedddd

@TLCMTB1992 anytime babes

@palaceofdreamz oh my goodness 
            Your gonna make me cry
            Thank you so much for this 
            You are truly the first one to really talk to me about share your thoughts without judging me and calling me psycho 
            I don’t even know how I got to this point to be honest 
            I didn’t just wake up and decided to be in love with her
            I really was a true fan at the start 
            But I guess the more I learned about her outside of her persona and music the more she peeked my interest and I’m guessing it started from there 
            It really does suck though to be here
            And your right 
            No doesn’t mean never 
            I am going to try my very best to get through this
            I’m so glad I’m much better with dealing with my emotions now than I was in my 20’s because then I would cover it with sex 
            But I’m going to find ways to get it out my system 
            I really appreciate you 
            Seriously 
            I don’t even know you and you have given me a shoulder faster then people that are actually in my life 
            Which they would make fun of me and talk about me cause of it
            So thank you 

@TLCMTB1992 We're all human and we all experience many different kinds of emotions. So it's ok to feel how you do that doesn't make you crazy, it makes you human. Seeing someone have something you thought was for you is a tough situation to be in, especially when it concerns someone that you care for. But know that a "no" doesn't have to be a negative thing, it's as simple as a "not yet" or "not that". Even if you can't see it yourself, there is someone out there made especially for you. So feel what you need to and find a healthy way to release whether that's journaling, pouring more into your book, taking walks, whatever it may. Don't let this consume so much you forget who comes first which is you. So I hope you feel better and that this message meant something to you. Take care of yourself love and see you in the next update.