TLCMTB1992
this message may be offensive
I have a REAL life confession
Please don’t judge me
But my heart literally hurts and I’m for real life sad
I have had a crush on Megan since 2023 and it kinda grew into something more
I had started praying and talking to God and asking him to make a way for me to be able to get her into my life
I have tried everything I could think of to get her attention and get her to talk to me
I don’t know what I did wrong or missed because now she’s with that man
And even though they are together now
I just can’t seem to give up that desire of wanting Megan in my arms instead
I know I sound crazy
But it’s the truth
I have been losing sleep
I have been crying
I just have not been ok and don’t know what to do about it
She’s supposed to be mines
I’m the one who prayed for her
But he got the answer to my prayer
It’s her I see as my future
Shit sucks like hell
TLCMTB1992
@palaceofdreamz oh my goodness Your gonna make me cry Thank you so much for this You are truly the first one to really talk to me about share your thoughts without judging me and calling me psycho I don’t even know how I got to this point to be honest I didn’t just wake up and decided to be in love with her I really was a true fan at the start But I guess the more I learned about her outside of her persona and music the more she peeked my interest and I’m guessing it started from there It really does suck though to be here And your right No doesn’t mean never I am going to try my very best to get through this I’m so glad I’m much better with dealing with my emotions now than I was in my 20’s because then I would cover it with sex But I’m going to find ways to get it out my system I really appreciate you Seriously I don’t even know you and you have given me a shoulder faster then people that are actually in my life Which they would make fun of me and talk about me cause of it So thank you
palaceofdreamz
@TLCMTB1992 We're all human and we all experience many different kinds of emotions. So it's ok to feel how you do that doesn't make you crazy, it makes you human. Seeing someone have something you thought was for you is a tough situation to be in, especially when it concerns someone that you care for. But know that a "no" doesn't have to be a negative thing, it's as simple as a "not yet" or "not that". Even if you can't see it yourself, there is someone out there made especially for you. So feel what you need to and find a healthy way to release whether that's journaling, pouring more into your book, taking walks, whatever it may. Don't let this consume so much you forget who comes first which is you. So I hope you feel better and that this message meant something to you. Take care of yourself love and see you in the next update.
