MyNameIsHaziq

Hi, my past.
          
          I really don't know how to react for that message.  Am I happy? am I sad? or am I don't have any feeling happy anymore? 
          
          Before I slept last night, I am talked to myself about that situasion. After all, this is what actually I want to said to you, 
          
          Hi sayang, lama sangat saya tunggu awak. Lama sangat saya pendam perasaan saya yang saya sangat sangat sangat rindukan awak. You ask me, how I can't do that. Erm sayang,  saya tak ada rahsia untuk itu. How I survive is same as you did. How you kept it by yourself, how you pretend that there is nothing hurt you and stay smile( I am actually miss to see your smile how I see it everyday). That all I do.
          
          Sayang, You have said that you are toxic because you are comeback to me. Nope sayang you are wrong. After all I realise, The one who is toxic is me. I am not giving you my attention, I am using a bad word to you because i am sarcastic towards you. everything what actually I said to you is actually hurting you isn't it? Sayang, jangan rasa yang awak adalah punya every time we break maybe I deserve it.
          
          I really miss you sayang. I really do. But for now please enjoy your life. enjoy your degree life(soon just only one more sem right?), You must take that degree. enjoy your study anywhere you are at. It's new place, new people and new culture. Please take care you healthy. Don't easily put trust on someone. 
          
          I will wait if we are mean to be together. If not, You are my past that actually I miss very much and I will never forget you, My first love, my bublegum and my sayang. Erm, sayang I am sorry but I am dream about you again. It's always we are 10 feet apart and not talking to each other in that dream. The dream is really understood the assignment right HAHAHA?
          
          If you accidently read this, Shushh Keep it as secret sayang. I miss you to sayang. 
          
          Byeeee my BestGirlFriend.

He once said, sometimes we don’t know how to react when person that we love hurting us. What we know just forgive but untill when? He said “untill you find out that they don’t deserve you. When that time comes, unfortunately you don’t have any feeling towards her.” 
          
          And I once said to my self. “I really hope that that time not even comes to my self. I rather to forgive then losing someone that I love.” What can’t I understand is how people can unfeeling towards someone that they Love before.
          
          It’s not that hard. Time goes around and feeling change when they want. That’s it. As easy as you think.
          
            

A little bit rest maybe make you feel more relaxed with all of the things that make you sad. So, take a rest honey. I know you’re tired with all of this. Just a minutes, take a rest. I want to say good luck for your future. You’re the best. Remember that. Byee

It's been a long time. 

I am so grateful you are surrounded by people who always make you cheer up and make you Happy than before. You have friend so protective, You have friends who will make you happy more than you with me. I am happy for you, bye

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          Sarapan pagi makan mee, 
          Hai syelamat pagie.
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          I saw a flower this morning, and there it was, the most precious thing ever…until I met you.【ツ】
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          Hehehehe, sorry kacau. ʕ••`ʔ

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