(LAST PART OF THE DEPRESSING RANT!
Then it was the stupid conversation that I had to many times. 'Why did you let your emotions get to you?' 'You know I suffer from anxiety too, I get through the day knowing that people don't judge me than what I think, so remember no one cares.' 'Oh now you're giving me attitude?'
I tried to talk, to argue without crying. I tried not to cry by keeping silent, I was still shaky and angry with myself. I didn't need her telling me what I already knew.
It's funny when she said,'remember, no one cares.'
Because it felt like no one did. In the worst way.
LESSON OF THE STORY! WHEN YOU LEAVE YOUR KID SOMEWHERE WHERE YOU KNOW THEY ARE NOT THAT COMFORTABLE WITH! KEEP YOUR RINGER ON! AND BIG FLUFFY HOODIES HIDE YOUR FACE WHEN YOU CRY!
(Man I feel depressed for no reason today. Oh well. It'll pass. Like always! Heheheh...
TOMATO