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Reading smut is so confusing sometimes. Especially straight smut. I don't know if I want to be the girl getting fucked, I don't know if I want to be the dude fucking her, I dont know if I want to be the dude but as a woman fucking her or if I want to be the one getting fucked but be a man instead of a woman. I am defo cis that ik but my pan panic sets in and I go mad.