Scar Wolf

I asked someone today what can I do and they said sometimes all you can do is LIVE

Maybe it would be so easier to just disappear just like I appeared suddenly in every ones lives then out of it just as fast because all I do is cause misery

Everything I do causes the people I love pain because I’m never good enough I can never do the right thing to help them because there’s always something wrong something that comes back and hurts them I don’t even know why people are around me if I just hurt them

I know I’m in love when she leaves for a little bit I feel a need to be by her. When I can’t fall asleep with out her on the phone. I hate seeing her in pain. I would give up everything if I could stay with her regardless of the consequences

I know I’m killing my self loving her but I can’t let go until she does because her happiness means more to me than the pain I feel from knowing I can’t be there forever by her side loving and caring for her

Sometimes the only thing you can do is scream because that’s the only way to express what’s hiding inside you

I was taught to fight off my demons in my worst time and nobody will be able to save me but myself but I thought my love could help turns out when I took her pain to fight her demons she left me with them so I can learn how to fight the demons and the pain of heartbreak how foolish of me to believe

Don’t you love as a guy when you finally reteach your self how to love you crave it every second of your life but it kills you slowly knowing you can’t even be in there presence for hours at a time and they will never know how much it kill you

Emotions can be like a storm  where they show up out of the blue and hit hard and fast just like a storm snufs out the sun

It feels like life gives you all the time in the world and yet it feels like you never have enough time to do what you need to do