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Folks.. It's been a month I guess? And as usual lots have happened. School already started nung Aug 5 pa, and sht folks I've been so stressed for the past few weeks. And—Idk what to say to you kse wla nmn masyadong nangyayari aside sa stress about acads, feeling of dissapointment sometimes (most of the time tlaga). Nevertheless I miss you, I miss reading—I missed those times na you made me feel a lot of shts. Damn just miss you. I miss those feelings. 
          	
          	*sigh* Hopefully my school era would be fine, and I hope na maipasa ko lahat ng exams, sem, yrs and maka graduate ako. I'm gonna post you an update next time oke? But idk when, bka kse tamarin ako or I'm just busy (busy-busyhan).

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@TacetnigruM Btw wla kaming pasok today and tom! Yey! Nakaiwas sa quizzes hahaha. Pero yardu nmn nxt week tambak. Kaya wish me a good luck folks! Hopefully I'll pass all of it! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
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TacetnigruM

Folks.. It's been a month I guess? And as usual lots have happened. School already started nung Aug 5 pa, and sht folks I've been so stressed for the past few weeks. And—Idk what to say to you kse wla nmn masyadong nangyayari aside sa stress about acads, feeling of dissapointment sometimes (most of the time tlaga). Nevertheless I miss you, I miss reading—I missed those times na you made me feel a lot of shts. Damn just miss you. I miss those feelings. 
          
          *sigh* Hopefully my school era would be fine, and I hope na maipasa ko lahat ng exams, sem, yrs and maka graduate ako. I'm gonna post you an update next time oke? But idk when, bka kse tamarin ako or I'm just busy (busy-busyhan).

TacetnigruM

@TacetnigruM Btw wla kaming pasok today and tom! Yey! Nakaiwas sa quizzes hahaha. Pero yardu nmn nxt week tambak. Kaya wish me a good luck folks! Hopefully I'll pass all of it! (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)
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Damn.. It's been a long time eh? Antagal nadin simula nang nakapagsulat ako sa wall keneme ko hahah. Well lots have happened wp and I miss you, reading those past post brings back the memories na nafifeel ko while writing those stuff. Gosh, hindi kona iisa-iisahin pa ung mga nangyari but rn I'm stressed—always been, cause fck tomorrow would be a fcking day for me—it's my entrance exam day!! And damn I'm scared—I'm scared of (you know), I'm scared I might not be able to answers those questions, I'm scared I will not pass, and most importantly I'm scared to see the dissapointment in their faces. Fck, I hate—i hate that i feel this things, this pressure and stuff. *sigh* I just wish that tomorrow I'll be able to answer some of those questions and wishing that everything would be fine—aways. 
           #scaredfortom #nervousfortom #wishingit'llbeok #plsletmepasstheexamtest #missingyouwp

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@TacetnigruM I PASSED BTCHEES! And sa JULY 29 NA UNG PASOK! And knowing me of course I'm scared, feeling stress and feels lot of fckaton feelings if that's even a word hahah. I—just wish me luck folks, cause I'm really really worried about everything. 
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Hi. I don't know what I'm might supposed to feel right now. I'm happy because I found Reddington, yet the feeling is ineffable to explain. Red is one of the hella fictional characters I've ever seen, he's just so fcking incredible. The way he handled the situations, the way he has a plan if something bad might happen, those fancy words he always says. Like damn— I can fully say I'm inloved again, and I'm joyed to feel this. Yet I know all of this is just ephermal of my dreams. I just can't withstand the feeling if this shits is over. But right now I'm just going to enjoy this. And I love you Red, perhaps there's a reason why Red is my favorite color hahaha.
          
          
          -E #season5ep5♥️

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Now it's all gone. Shts going to start again. Idk but I kinda felt sad because the happiness and stuff is already finished. Hays, I don't know what am I supposed to do rn. New year, new problem. But that's life we just gotta go with the flow of it. Haha

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10/10/21
          
          
          Dear Wattpad,
          
          
          Miss na kita wp. We used to be so close— like damn close. But now, andami nang nag bago. 
          
          Hays, gusto ko na ulit maramdaman)/maranasan ung mga mixed emotions, na ikaw lng ang nkakagawa. 
          
          Right now, I'm not fine—lagi nmn. But what can i do?! Nothing. Perhaps totoo nga ung quote na "I'm not living, I'm just existing. Haahah.
          
          Gusto ko magsabi ng mga nararamdaman ko sa ibang tao, pero feeling ko kse parang–ewan hahah. Bastaa, parang pabigat? Or alam mo un? Na alam kong wla din silang magagawa, na feeling ko hindi nmn important para saknila or ano ung sasabihin ko haha.
          
          Naiiyak ako, ewan ba, at the same time nalulungkot. Feeling ko kse wlang nkakaintindi saakin. Alam mo un? Ung isa sa mga taong pinagsasabihan mo ng kadramahan mo sa buhay, parang wlang pake. Ewan ako lng ba o ano? Pero na fi-feel ko tlga, na—ewan haha.
          
           Napapagod na din ako, pero ayaw ko nmn mag paka ano ( alam mo na) kse masyado na syang common. Nyahahha, gaya nang lagi kong sinasabi. Gusto ko lng mag laho, kahit panandalian lng. Basta matakasan ko lng ba toh. Nkakapagod na din kse haha.
          
          Actually, bigla ka nlng pumasok sa utak ko. Wala tlga akong balak na mag sulat dito hahahah. Parang ginawa lng na diary eh ano? Feel ko lng tlga mag drama ngayon. Kaya wag kang ano dyan. Nyahha
          
          So ayun, sana maging—noooo! Hindi ko na sasabihin na sana maging ok ang lahat, ksee we all do know na hindi mangyayari yun, unless kung gugustuhin ko. Pero dahil dakilang me-sapak tayoo, waley din.
          
          But, yeah. Wish me luck tomorrow. I guess?
          
          I hope, bumalik nako sayo. Na miss ko nang itakas mo ako sa realidad.
          
          
          -sadgurlnEsh