Stray Brian

hi

My soul hurts. My brain is experiencing so many emotions that I can’t even physically emote. I can’t cry no matter how much I want to. A part of me feels angry at myself for not being able to cry. Words cannot express what I’m feeling now. Nothing can. Moonbin was among the handful of pillars holding me together, a lit candle in the abyss I spiral down every other day due to my worsening mental health. They suggest suicide, but I have my doubts. Regardless, he was gone too soon. This is the most I could muster up.
          
          I’m sorry Moonbin. I’m sorry for not shedding tears. May you find a better place. Thank you for everything.
          
          -R

I downloaded wattpad on my ipad… let’s hope my cousin doesn’t get curious 

The hannibal mafia chirstmas image did you ever make it? 

Lmao how do I even have 88 followers like who are you and why are you following me 

A friendly reminder that Felix DID in fact CANONICALLY call Chan “daddy” in response to “oh you like that huh?”
          
          And I think that’s beautiful :’)

B R U H
          
          JUST TO BE CLEAR I DO NOT SHIP HYUNCHAN
          
          but like red lights got me spiralling into a hyunchan rabbit hole man IT’S ALL THAT GODDAMN UNVEIL TEASER’S FAULT LIKE HOW DARE

I pulled off not sleeping for 50 hours 
          
          Saturday afternoon to Monday afternoon… if I didn’t sleep last night I’d have gone nearly 72 hours 
          
          
          
          I need help ✨

AKYSOSUTDKYAITANSFXJGXUSA HWANG HYUNJIN HAS RETURNED TO US YEASSSS
          
          STREAM 애 FOR CLEAR SKIN MFs STREAM IT!
          
          I fucking CRIED when watching the mv yesterday like full of ugly sobbed like a bitch bro 

Cheesecake.