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You know guys ik no one actually cares but I need to say this.
I always thought that someone should know about my shitty life like what i go through, my bad days and such just like i do when i read a book and see what is happening in the character's life weither its tae, jungkook or whoever is in the book but I just realised that that is not how it work cuz no one gets to know about the characters life in the books its just us reading it and knowing everything that happens and so that is what it is the same pain the character feels and the loneliness thatthe charcter is srounded by is same with me. I hate being pittied but i wish my life is a book too and that there is someonw who actually gives a fuck and is reading about me and every detail about my life and I also wish they feel sad and have the urge to hug me when something sad/bad is happening to me just like i do when i read the fanfics and just want to hug tae or jungkook when they r hurt or have to go through something.
It just hurts , it hurts a lot