oh, i'm now in 2nd semester, moving to 3rd. it's a four year bscn course, so 8 semesters in total (and i feel like i'm already in a battlefield )
thankfully, i chose this career and i love studying the subjects that we have, because the huan body amazes me so much! the exams went really well, so i'm glad. all in all, i have started to appreciate myself a bit now that i'm starting to figure out adulting by myself.
and lol i get you, whenever i see the books of my baby cousins now, i think, "can't believe i panicked over these at that time."