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I got to know you by one friend of mine and I kind of have the same situation you have with your mother or family but lemme just let you know even if you know that.. Sometimes, not everything is in the luck of people. Let it be temporary, or permanent. Maybe, something's better waiting for you in the future. So just never give up and remind yourself that "Maybe I don't have mother's love, but will that stop me from living my life? I'll love my life at fullest!"