I’m perhaps going to decide on quitting this app. I don’t have the motivation any longer, nor do I think i’m ever going to have it back again. I haven’t been writing chapters and I didn’t put any efforts on regaining my energy nor mind to love writing again. I may have said I can’t escape it—yes, I can’t— but I might have to take a break. I did, but officially, now.
I don’t think I will be active until this year’s Christmas, but there are chances I won’t go back. I’m really sorry for those who are waiting. There are many discontinued books I wrote and never finished until now, and I’ll put them on a long hiatus—as well as this account.
I’ve been thinking about it ever since then. It’s sort of useless to keep this app longer in my device, since I don’t read nor use it anymore.
I also have been distancing myself, not really, but I don’t have the feeling to interact with people anymore. I think that’s what caused me to completely drain my ideas and motivation. I can’t reassure anyone anymore. The plans or sketch I used for the book? It doesn’t work nor help. I really do love my recent books, and the ones I plan to finish, but I’m ending it. Sad? Nah.
Maybe, I’ll be back, but I’m not really sure. Once I have my old mind back, I will have to make this account active, like really—but I don’t hope. If I do, I might lose this account because I carelessly forgot the password and I’m really afraid to delete this app; but I will because I know I might not love writing again and search for any hobby I might like other than this. I want to get out of my comfort zone—I think. Cringe enough.
So, farewell, Taegyuists. As well as my account. :))