𝐒𝐨𝐥𝐚𝐡 𝐊𝐢𝐦

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          	There are times I wanna just fuck everything and stop it all. I wish I could stop living. The fact that this damn earth just rotates and rotates and never stop rotating without caring 'bout anything and we have to keep up with it, frustrates me too much. Even if our entire system stops we still need to keep going. Or we would be useless, isn't it?
          	
          	Whoever reads this, anytime, I want to end it. I seriously do. But then again, I think about the times I genuinely smiled. Maybe if I try a little harder, I could make it right. Alright. 
          	
          	All my scars, the tally marks I made on myself, which I count everynight, they are still less than the efforts I've made to make myself better. And I'm proud that I'm hanging here. I don't know if I'll survive the pain I feel in my very bones, killing me slowly but surely, but I'll be content because I know I tried. If you're reading this maybe I no longer exist, but I can only hope that atleast, stranger or familiar, but there is someone knowing the inner turmoil I face. 
          	
          	I want someone to hold my hand and pull me out of this unending darkness, but then I realise, I'm the one hiding my palms in pockets. I'm the one who is addicted to this darkness. 
          	There is nothing people can do for me. It's me who has to find my way out. But it hurts too much, doesn't it?
          	
          	The scarred me is still me. The pained me is still me. And the one who can fix it is me. I know it. Let's make our way out ourselves. Let's show how independent and powerful we are. Not because they want us to behave, but for our own selves. Let's live!
          	
          	sᴛᴀʏ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜʏ!
          	sᴛᴀʏ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ. ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙɪᴛ ᴍᴏʀᴇ. ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ. ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ, ᴡᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. 
          	ʟᴇᴛ's ʟɪᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜɴɢ!!
          	
          	(ˊo̴̶̷̤⌄o̴̶̷̤ˋ)