XP

Welp, 
          
          
          I'm leaving. Sorry I won't update anything anymore since I won't be o anymore. Bye guys. I hate life and that's how it goes. 

Oh my god can I just die

Sorry um
          
          
          
          I need some time before being in a relationship again.. :P 

Is something wrong with me or does he really wanna get me killed?
          
          Is something wrong with me or do they just wanna help?
          
          Is something wrong with me or will she forgive me?

I have to wear wet trousers at schools cause I don't have any other pair. Fuck my life this week is gonna be the worst. ;-;

I loved your poems:( 
          so relatable...
          Unfortunately. 

Should I delete all my stories?

Is she ever gonna stop? 
          Is she ever gonna leave me alone?
          Why is she always getting involved?
          
          Sorry I made you like what I like, 
          Sorry I thought you were still my friend, 
          Sorry I kept ranting about my life, 
          Sorry I am still alive after 
          pulling a knife out and almost killing myself. 
          
          I tried all for you.  
          You said you were always there. 
          Where exactly?? Where the fuck where you??
          
          Can you just stop and leave what I love alone. 
          It's the only thing that makes me happy, 
          And the things that come with it. 
          
          I made new friends, 
          which I consider family, 
          I now have a girlfriend, 
          all thanks to liking what I like. 
          
          
          See maybe life does get better, 
          But you're always there to ruin it. 
          Never gonna stop. 
          
          But when I'm gonna finally crack, 
          When I'm gonna finally have the courage to take that knife out again, 
          I won't hesitate. 
          I won't hesitate to end this hell you call life. 
          
          You ruined it all, 
          My skin, my innocence. 
          
          I was as pure as a little child that I was, 
          Until you came over and 
          started talking your dirty shit. 
          
          You made me do things. 
          I thought you'd be happy I showed you me. 
          I thought you'd be happy I opened up to you. 
          
          I hate you with all my guts. 
          I promise that if I ever meet you, 
          One of us won't come out alive. 
          
          

Gn Ima go kms ✔️

Oi oi