Taekook-my_fathers

Yo! My parents told my sibling and my sibling told me, my left is twitching from two days and I have muscle weakness! So, if I randomly disappear ,one i might be paralyzed or two I might be dead lol

Taekook-my_fathers

guys, I'm currently writing a story (it's in my draft) and I only completed writing  10 chap or so.. do u guys want me to publish  it now or when the story is finished?

Taekook-my_fathers

if u say so!! i will publish it when i finish reading for my exam(just a caution:it might be cringy)
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Socialutm

@Taekook-my_fathers right now publish it juseyo
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Taekook-my_fathers

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I don't wanna go there..  I never thought I will be afraid of a house that I call home.. I wanna stay here. With the only two people that will understand me and a great little cousin who even though is a trouble maker still love me.. Now, even thinking about that house scares me..  Why God? Why?  Why did u give me that family..  U want this life to be a dream..  I want to believe this is all a dream and when I wake up tomorrow I will be with my real family that will understand me... But I know, I know that it is not true.. I know I will wake up tomorrow and be with my shitty family I grown to love. I want to get away from here.... Want to stay anywhere but here... The worse thing is I don't have anyone that let's me cry on there shoulder, I don't have any person to truly understand me, No one and I mean no one knows the real me,  no one knows I'm insecure and I long for love and affection.. Why will I think about anything I say to a person in front of me when no one cares about there words will hurt me or not?  Why should I care then?  But I still do cuz I fucking love them even, even when they do these all things to me I still fucking love them..  Why? I just want a family who understands me.. U don't even want them to love me I just want them to understand me.. I'm sorry if i wasted your time by reading this rant but I just needed to get things out of my heart . And remember no matter how hard things get plz stay strong... I love u

kimV_jeonJ

@Taekook-my_fathers well sister I have some similar issues, I long for affection and love from them, tho I hate them I get awkward with them, they make me go into depression, they give me trauma... But I still love them... U also stay strong and I love u too 
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Taekook-my_fathers

I'm writing a story(it's in my draft ofc).. but i only completed like 7 chapters. and i thought i can publish it when the story is finished but I also want to post it right now... but i don't wanna keep the readers waiting for next parts(cuz  read stories myself and  tend to ignore the ongoing ones) , it's annoying to be honest..
          
          
          i want your guys opinion on it plz!!