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Just wanted to let you know I'm missing you ❤

Hello guys! As some of you may have seen I haven’t been reading,commenting, and liking your new updates, well it’s because I’m currently having a hard time with everything that is happening in my life! I’m about to start a new journey where I want to be locked in. I feel bad that some of you guys may think that I lost interest in your story or something else but no I haven’t in fact it’s really hard to stop reading   all of you guys are very talented  but I’m growing and right now I just need to focus on my goals   this isn’t a goodbye so don’t get to excited (jk) in fact this is a see you later but yh… I just wanted to clarify so I don’t get misunderstood 
          
          Also in case I didn’t really clarify it well  I’ll be inactive on Wattpad or in other words I’ll be taking a break from Wattpad 
          
          Anyways when I come back I will surely catch up  p.s I have a list on my notes with chapters of where I left off as Wattpad be acting up like always
          
          I love you all and stay safe!!!! Take good care of yourself as health and wellness is really important!!!!!!

Thank you for following me ❤️ 

Hey can you please read my story 

I'm in confusion!
          
          Was manager sejin really moved to Enhypen?
          
          If so, WHY!? 
          
          my man! Why! T_T
          
          

Nine years....
          
          Nine years of happiness.....
          
          Nine years of love....
          
          Nine years of being together....
          
          Happy NINE years BTS!
          
          You guys came into my life five years ago, the time when I didn't knew myself... The time I felt lonely.... The time I felt insecure... The time when I didn't love myself... But this all went away when I saw and heard you guys. No words can express how thankful I'm am. You guys love us ARMY since the very beginning. And WE love you guys since the very beginning. 
          
          Ever since I started to listen to BTS, I've learned to love myself, to love myself for who I am. 
          
          I used to always think about what people thought about me. I'm a girl who's body is hairy (◕ᴗ◕✿) and since I was very young I always thought that I was different from other girls who didn't have body hair. I used to always look at myself in the mirror and I used to not like how I looked because I didn't looked like the girls in my class.
          
          During my elementary time, I would never eat lunch because I was insecure about how I eat and how people would of thought about me. I would starve myself during school hours just so that I wouldn't be judged. Another reason why I did this was because I was also chubby and I thought I was different because the girls in my class were thin and pretty. I would sometimes get called fat and ugly by some classmates. Which made me feel ugly. 
          
          But that all stopped when I heard BTS. I could relate to some of their songs. And getting to know them more and more to where I became an Army was really a big highlight in my life. 
          
          After listening to Love Myself: Answer, I realized that I don't have to please other people. I realized that I was unique in my own way. 
          
          I learned how to love myself and to be proud of myself. 
          
          I want to say thank you to BTS for helping me in one of the toughest times in my life. I will never forget them. 
          
          I love you BTS! THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME! 
          
            I PURPLE YOU!!!

I'm tired.... I feel like I just want to sleep... I don't feel good but it's okay
          
          
          
          
          Everyone thinks I have a wonderful life, I smiling like I enjoy living... Turns out that behind that smile there's a sad face... My face... I need someone... I want someone... But I can't have them... I'm meant to be alone 
          
          
          No one knows how I feel... No one understands me... No tries to comfort me... Am I really lonely... 
          
          
          The only people who I think really care is 7 boys from across the world. Those 7 boys who don't know me. They make me happy... And know that im not okay... Telling me to love myself when I feel down and insecure... 
          
          Faking... Pretending... To be someone... Something... Is hard... I'm very tired of pretending... Why me..? 
          
          I feel down but I know I shouldn't since I know that my situation is not that worse as other people. 
          
          So I should wipe those tears and smile! Don't care what people think, it's my life! I can smile if I want. I can cry out of no where, it's my life! Fuck what people say! I can be who I want to be! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF PRETENDING FOR PEOPLE TO ACCEPT ME! IM ME AND MYSELF! I OWN MY LIFE! AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!! 
          
          
          Thank you for listening (˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)

Tomorrow (August 9) I'm starting school! I'm really nervous. What if I don't have anyone I know? What if I have a lot of homework? What if I make a bad impression? I'm really nervous that I can't even sleep and it's 11:15 pm here, and I have to wake up at 5 am! I'm actually surprised that I'm not sleeping since I have been walking all day. Hopefully I can get some sleep. Right now I'm just writing part of chapter 3 and listening to some music. Current listening to 'Good girl' by Carrie Underwood, it's good! Gtg and continue writing! Peace! 

Hey guys! 
          
          I just published my first story in this account:))) 
          
          It's called Broken! 
          
          Whoever is reading this and my story, thank you! 
          
          Thank you so much(*´︶`*)♡Thanks!
          
          Hope you enjoy! 
          
          I hopefully will update one chapter everyday! 

Hi beautiful army! I'm still at the beginning with fanfiction books and your opinion about my books would help me a lot ❤️❤️❤️