"are you happy?" is such a difficult question 
I always answer yes, because I have  friends 
I laugh at jokes,  I go out and have fun
my life isn't  bad as it could be, and I don't have terrible problems.
It could be worse.  
 
But then, at 3 a.m when I'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life
I find myself crying my heart out. Suddenly I'm feeling very convinced that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. I feel horrible and I question
everything I ever had
and I don't know if I was ever happy at all... 
                                                              (SF.)
   🌸I have my mind full of unsaid things🌸
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