Yuu Jenson

So please, don't feel discouraged. I am sure there are many more fans of yours than you can imagine who are also crazy to watch your fanfics. 
            Also if you could reupload He saved Me so I could watch it, it would mean a lot. You would totally save me. I remember I used to watch it with my bestie and recommended it to many other friends. It was better than watching a drama. There's no other talent like yours Yuunoa, out there. Trust me. 
            Take your time, and come back stronger. It would mean a world to me and I am sure to others as well. 
            

@teakooktrashes I also found a boy who I somehow fell in love with. And he claimed he did the same. However, after 2 months he broke up with me because I was too melancholic. At that point, I was like "Fuck everyone" and I wanted to go silent again, however I didn't do it. Actually that half a year without social media was amazing. I developed as a person a lot, and I would do it again, but next time I will have to figure out how to cut myself off of the internet but still stay in touch with my friends. 
            After I came back I wanted to search YouTube for your FanFics which were amazing, but couldn't find it.  
            I still remember that at the end of 7th episode of He Saved Me (can't remember if it was 7th episode or every episode)  you used song Vexento - Lights. 
            I can't even tell you how much I love it Yuunoa. The first time I heard that song was in your FanFic.... It was thanks to you and every time I listened to it I started to cry. It's such a beautiful song, it made me extremely emotional along with your amazing story line that you used for FanFic..... 
            I listen to that song till day, in fact, even today I found myself dancing to it and still breaking into the tears. 
            I wish I could watch it again. 
            I literally broke into tears two night ago when I couldn't find it on YouTube! 
            I was trying to hard to find it or at least contact You, because I got scared something might have happen to you, so I texted you on twitter, was trying to find you here and on the instagram. 
            I was up till 5:30 am since 11pm
            .... Yeah I have spend 6 freaking hours going through entire web searching for your fanfics. And actually I found one or two episodes of Not just step siblings but I couldn't find the Jimin one at all, so I couldn't even sleep, that's how desperately I needed to watch it again and wanted to know it's name and that you are OK. 
            

@ LucyBionicle  I understand if You had some bad experiences with people in the past but please reconsider. I am not pushing you, but you might be missing a lot this way. 
            It's like if you would fall in Love with someone then that person would break up with you and you woukd decide to never fall in Love again. It would a pity wouldn't it?  
            Whatever has happened to you it's your privacy and I respect that, however all of us are different and that might lead to different experiences. Just like when you're going through relationships until you find the one. 
            I really did enjoy Korea, but only after I came back home I realized that it was a good experience. To be honest I felt extremely lonely in there but that didn't stop me from visiting it again. 
            The reason I felt lonely was because I was expecting people to be a bit more open and warm hearted but also because one week prior to going there my best friend of 10 years committed suicide. And we were supposed to go there together. I paid for the vacation, for everything but she decided to end her love due to psychological problems. 
            I don't blame her, but I ended up being extremely depressed, despite the fact that I went to a BTS  concert there. 
            It was amazing, but I cried almost entire time because she wasn't there with me. 
            After I came back, I totally cut myself off of all social media and internet. For half a year, I didn't talk to my family, sisters, friends. No one. I was either at home or in a dance studio. 
            After half a year I decided to face my fears and contacted everyone. 
            Some of my friends resent me after not talking to them for so long and not telling them why, however some of them welcomed me pretty warmly.