Taelive4ever

"She was as ephemeral as morning rain and dreams of perfection. Always fighting to live and always dying by the blade of my anxiety." This author just- she has my heart.

Tkryss

Hiiii! Haven't been on this app for a while and just noticed messages is gone, I hope you are doing well

Tkryss

@Tkryss I am ok just haven't been on this app much but I am happy to hear from you.
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Taelive4ever

@Tkryss Hiiiiii, no way- it's been forever since we've last talked! How have you been?? I'm glad to see you back on here. 
            Yesss- I hate that the private messages are gone, I doubt Wattpad will bring them back. 
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_Noe_moon

Idk why but I'm unable to reply to you on my own darn message board but once again, a huge thank you on my mom's behalf for the sweetest, most thoughtful birthday wish ever. (It did sound like mother's day but hey, technically, it is MY mother's day xD)

Taelive4ever

@_Noe_moon How many times have I written happy already? Mkay, I'll leave now.
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Taelive4ever

I'm just happy to have finally gotten your reply. Awwww, my heart T^T I'm happy I was able to be apart of her special day....even if it was on here, of all places. Sksksks.
            
            Lmao, it did right? But I knew you would get my sense of humor. Twinsies for a reason aikjlsdfysklkm-
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_Noe_moon

Happiest birthday my brightest sunbeam (it's already Jan 13 where I am) and no, I haven't forgotten you in case you doubted it in the slightest. I could never forget my twinsie<3332. I'm so mad that Wattpad removed private messages, I thought my phone was glitching T_T. Anyways, tell me what's been going on in your life? How have you been? And how's your mum? 
          Remember that I love you, okie? And I wish that you get everything you want in your life, and may there me so many smiles that the tears won't stand a candle against them. Even if I'm not here as often as I'd like, I'd still pray for the best for my favourite goofy beam of sunlight. 
          Once again, happy birthday,  angel.

Taelive4ever

@_Noe_moon Thank God, I'm grateful you & your family are doing good. I pray for y'all to be better than "fine", but blessed & happy always. 
            Aww, please make sure she's getting lots of rest, & not overworking herself or skipping out on meals. 
            Praying for a speedy recovery. ♥️♥️♥️
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Taelive4ever

@_Noe_moon  My mom's birthday is on November 26, & lemme tell you- when she went through my phone & saw this message, her heart literally melted. T^T ♥️
            Oh, really? I'm proud of you & that you took the  time for yourself that you needed,  (I failed chemistry)....no matter what path you choose, your family will always be proud of you (me as well). 
            As for not being able to forget me, is it selfish to say that I'm glad? And even relieved? Because I am. I'm sure I don't have to explain that I wasn't able to forget you either. (It's obvious)-
            I never thanked you for being my outlet when we first met; you helped me to not focus on my life that was slowly spiraling out of control. During the 2 years you were gone, I was forced to face my depression & traumas that I'd been denying for the longest time. I wasn't prepared for how dark my life got....but after time, I realized how much it healed & helped me to stop living in the past. Thank you. Truly. >3332
            And of course, I'm always gonna love & care about you, pray for you & hold you close in my heart. No refunds, no take backs.......sksksksks.
            
            P. s sometimes I re-read my old messages & cringe so hard. Lmao, you've always had a talent when it came to bringing out the child that lives in my heart. Besides my mom, your the only person who can do that. 
            Yup, I'm drowning in it....but if it's your love then I'll pretend I don't know how to swim. >3332
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Taelive4ever

@Noe_moon  Happiest belated birthday to my Twinsie, & NO- before you start-I DID NOT FORGET YOUR BIRTHDAY & ONLY REMEMBER YOUR MOM'S. (That would be concerning) Even if I tried, I've had your special day marked on my calendar for the past 4 years. 
            No matter what reasons I put down to justify myself, they only sound like excuses when I re-read them so I'll keep them to myself. I know I always wish you happy birthday on the 11th so I could be the first, but I broke tradition & waited until the 12th; (which ended up a bad day on my part due to family issues.) I wasn't gonna send a message that didn't reflect the joy in my heart, but the spread of negativity & stress in my mind.
            You can be mad at me, disappointed & I would respect that.
            Just know, that April 12th will always have a special place in my heart, because it's your day & I wasn't okay with possibly ruining it. 
             I truly wanna thank you for being born: you may not believe me....but I believe you were BTS: Born To Save....& I mean it when I say your efforts & presence has saved many lives, including mine.
            
            Back to my reason for coming: Happiest birthday to the most beautiful soul I've ever met; my Goofy Sunbeam, I hope your birthday was an amazing day surrounded with your loved ones. >3332 
            This year, I pray that blessings, protection, happiness & guidance surround you always. That unity and good health is strong & persistent. For beautiful moments & laughter to always follow. 
            If I don't respond for a while, just know that I didn't get grounded (like old times) or retire from my motherly post. I'm just trying to finish these last weeks of school & keep my grades up while working on my mental health. Love, love love you as always. Hope you have a beautiful day, Twinsie. 
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Taelive4ever

I'm gonna miss you and i'll probably cry but go show everyone who's ever doubted you and talked behind your back that they were wrong...never forget that your already more than enough to be loved...don't compare yourself to the world's rules. 

Taelive4ever

@Gay_Jo lol and here I'm calling you my little Namjinniee....but the nickname holds a special place in my heart so I'll keep it even though you are technically my unnie XD. AWWWH thank you so much sis...I love you alwaysss, Happy that your excited and ready for a change, I'm proud of you.