Taelous_Jeon

My Mediocre Sunshine has been unpublished because I will be needing a one-year hiatus to study for my Competitive Exam, and I really need to give this year my all because it all comes down to my career. I thought I'd get free time after my Boards, but it doesn't seem like that. I may or may not continue with the book after coming back post 1 year. And there wasn't any recent reader interaction on it, so taking it down rn isn't much of a problem, hopefully. But if there was anyone who was waiting to read it once it was complete, I shall come back and continue it from where I left.
          	
          	Thank you <3
          	-TJ

Taelous_Jeon

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@SPIANAFORESTARMY I joined Aakash coaching (offline mode for NEET prep) and honestly, it's a dread. I feel so, so trash, and the entire place, the students, and the teachers in my branch are so pathetically discouraging and judgmental. I'm having such a shit time. Like I have never been this troubled or feeling so tough just to survive through the days.
          	  
          	  And I'm so sorry for ranting the first thing I do after coming on the platform after a week. I just feel so, so trash. I just feel so isolated in my real life, honestly.
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SPIANAFORESTARMY

@Taelous_Jeon All the best! Your career is more important than anything else so we can all wait for you to come back. Don't overstress yourself :)) Fighting!!!
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Taelous_Jeon

My Mediocre Sunshine has been unpublished because I will be needing a one-year hiatus to study for my Competitive Exam, and I really need to give this year my all because it all comes down to my career. I thought I'd get free time after my Boards, but it doesn't seem like that. I may or may not continue with the book after coming back post 1 year. And there wasn't any recent reader interaction on it, so taking it down rn isn't much of a problem, hopefully. But if there was anyone who was waiting to read it once it was complete, I shall come back and continue it from where I left.
          
          Thank you <3
          -TJ

Taelous_Jeon

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@SPIANAFORESTARMY I joined Aakash coaching (offline mode for NEET prep) and honestly, it's a dread. I feel so, so trash, and the entire place, the students, and the teachers in my branch are so pathetically discouraging and judgmental. I'm having such a shit time. Like I have never been this troubled or feeling so tough just to survive through the days.
            
            And I'm so sorry for ranting the first thing I do after coming on the platform after a week. I just feel so, so trash. I just feel so isolated in my real life, honestly.
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SPIANAFORESTARMY

@Taelous_Jeon All the best! Your career is more important than anything else so we can all wait for you to come back. Don't overstress yourself :)) Fighting!!!
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Taelous_Jeon

I've rewritten the last chapter that I had temporarily taken down. The storyline was changed quite a lot for certain things to come in the future, and because it felt like a good opportunity to introduce a new character. This one's lighter than the rest, I think? At least, the previous version of it was too much trauma dumping, this one isn't at all like that. I will definitely reveal the things that were revealed in its previous version, but now is not the time. Thank you for sticking so far <333
          
          Also, I'm really happy to see that it's reached 600 reads <3 It isn't even completed yet, far from complete, I'd say, and yet there is such a good response! Genuinely, I'm really grateful to everyone, even the silent readers, for making it happen! I know it may seem like nothing when compared to the readership of many books, but after 5 years, coming back to the fanfiction world after struggling with getting any reader interaction on my original fictions, this one is a lot for me! Thank you!
          
          -TJ
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389281780

soprettyicoulddietkj

Hey! :) was checking out your new book ( excited to read!! waiting for it to complete!! fighting!! <33 ), and saw that, the reason why you included the concept of 'dysfunctional childhood' is because you, yourself had to go through it.
          
          im extremely sad to know that you had to go through something so sad. as someone, who can relate to this, at a certain level ( my parents are lovely!! but, my mom, well, can sometimes get a little mean. if you get what im trying to say. i have a good family, but still, it's sometimes a bit hard to just keep going. i hope you get what im trying to sat. ) can understand (atleast a little bit, i guess) how hard, tough, frustrating, tiring, exhausting, and sad it is to feel like this. i hope you are be happy, healthy and safe, now. you're an extremely strong person. please remember that, everytime you feel a bit down (i hope you will never, but it's just a human thing to feel sad, so, that's not an issue either). know that, there are a lot of people, who love, adore, both you and your creations. 
          
          i don't, by any way, mean to offend you, pity you, or make you feel anything negative (both yourself, and your loved ones). i apologize, if you felt, like, i was by any means trying to hurt you, or make you feel any sort of negative feeling, love.
          
          This is just, one person, helping another person, to help cope up with something, they both can relate to. (atleast, that's what i want to convey).
          
          Sending you lots of hugs, and love!! xoxo
          
          
          

soprettyicoulddietkj

@Taelous_Jeon take care :(. do study hard, but don't forget to take care of yourself. please. try to someone, who you trust. okat. <33
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Taelous_Jeon

@soprettyicoulddietkj I've been really bad lately. Like, surviving is a task. And it's not just academic pressure. It's simply the society and the coaching I have got myself into that they are making me take so much mental toll and deal with it while trying to study. It's really, really bad, and I feel extremely isolated.
            
            But thank you for the well wishes! I really appreciate your concern! <3
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soprettyicoulddietkj

@soprettyicoulddietkj hey!! :) how are you doing? been so long, since we talked. just wanted to check in. :) and, about that break, that you said you were gonna take:
            
            i just hope, everything goes well for you. all the very best, for your studies!! study hard, take care of yourself, and just have fun!! <33
            
            (sorry, if i sound like an old person, giving you a lecture. lol)
            
            xoxo
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Taelous_Jeon

I'm not very satisfied with my last chapter since it seems too bulky, so I will be editing it soon. In the meantime, I'll be unpublishing it till it's edited <3 Thank you to everyone who's supporting me in this <3 I'm truly grateful!

Taelous_Jeon

@myworldbts1306 I apologize you had to go through that confusion. Since the conversation is in two parts, it didn't flow into the other well with this version, so it needs a bit of streamlining. That's why I have taken it down for the meantime. (^-^)
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myworldbts1306

@Taelous_Jeon I was confused that why couldn't I see it. nvm
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Taelous_Jeon

I'm surprised by my own consistency in updates, but I must mention @myworldbts1306 and @KOOTAE_THVK7 for reading and leaving behind so many lovely comments. It has motivated me a lot, and the reason why I'm finding so much happiness in writing is simply to see your comments; it really boosts me <333
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389281780

Taelous_Jeon

@myworldbts1306 I'm really trying my best not to, but you know how Indian parents are, they have expectations and sometimes they get too much for me, but yeah, I'll do my best to get through this too <333
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myworldbts1306

@Taelous_Jeon bae, tc of urself too. don't get demotivated for neet :]
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soprettyicoulddietkj

hey!! :) your bio is so pretty ( don't know if it makes sense, but it's just like really really pretty for me ). hope we can be friends? :)

Taelous_Jeon

@soprettyicoulddietkj Suree! And thank you for appreciating it! It's been the same for the past 2 years or more, and I remember putting in a lot of thought while I first put it together. You're the first person to ever compliment that, and I'm genuinely feeling so glad <3
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